Upgrades

[BrownEye]

I visited the dream state of an alternate self last night. At a certain point I became conscious of the state and decided to try out flying, which was a blast. This shift in my awareness was a side effect of an upgrade in process.

This morning a dizziness hit me, very similar to what hit me around dec 21st, only this time it is becoming more intense, to the point where I am not walking around now. I sat down to check myself and found that my root was shut down, and brow was in overdrive. This is also the first time I have ever found the crown to be in overdrive, it has always been in perfect balance, without any way to affect it other than clearing of dark energies.. I put a pen to paper and asked my higher self what is taking place, a Source guide came forward and wrote "freedom". I asked what this meant, it seems to be freedom of travel in the mind and spiritual realms. I was told to let this take its course instead of returning my chakras into a balanced state.

As I am writing this my main chakras have returned to balance, with the crown still in overdrive. The dizziness still continues.

The only thing that sounds as if it would ease this type of thing is hydration.

I think we are in for some very exciting times if we allow it.

[AnthroHeart]

I have had major upgrades as well. I've been working with intelligent energy without knowing it, creating and balancing a universe within myself. At first I made it too bright and hot, and God helped to cool it. I then lost control of it and lost control of my mind, ending up in a tragic event. Now that the event has passed, I am much stronger now, and am stabilizing. As long as I stay on my meds, I have freedom. I can still feel the state of the world in my heart. It's becoming more positive, but slowly. But I've become an immense channel for light. I feel like a star, positively radiating. I am allowing and trusting so much that at this point, if the energy went out of balance on its own it would seriously harm me, because I allow it to balance itself. I worked closely with God in my mind to build my energy to where it is now.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=61Xjf4TgA-I

[Aureus]

My root and solar plexus felt a little off today as well, still does. Strange as Im pretty sure i should be higher in energy than yesterday, according to the 18-day cycle. Is there perhaps a full moon brewing?

Few hours later: Back on track I think..

[BrownEye]

Laid down for a bit and it was like a root system spread from my crown downwards through the body and out the skin. Electricity that almost gave a visual effect in my mind. When I got up this was messaged to me.

ierkegaard uses the example of a man standing on the edge of a tall building or cliff. When the man looks over the edge, he experiences a focused fear of falling, but at the same time, the man feels a terrifying impulse to throw himself intentionally off the edge. That experience is anxiety or dread because of our complete freedom to choose to either throw oneself off or to stay put. The mere fact that one has the possibility and freedom to do something, even the most terrifying of possibilities, triggers immense feelings of dread. Kierkegaard called this our "dizziness of freedom."

An individual becomes truly aware of their potential through the experience of anxiety. So, anxiety may be a possibility for sin, but anxiety can also be a recognition or realization of one's true identity and freedoms.

[AnthroHeart]

Many of my choices have been "hair-trigger" choices with a lot of energy behind them. It's like taking leaps of faith. My seeking of God has been like walking a razor-blade, but I've stepped back from that much seeking to where I'm comfortable.

[Cyan]

I hear that GM.

Some of the stuff thats happened in the past year is In Sane.

I would never in a million years would have believed what has happened and how much has happened.

Life really changes when you're no longer searching For God, but rather, searching For A Application For God.

Edit: if you happen to consider it relevant. Got a continous slow pleasant and calm sounding right ear sound after saying this. Only got a left ear sound when asking to confirm if its a right ear message by confirming not tinnitus by timing left ear signal.

After that they both faded away and I got back to my usual tinnitus which usually fades away as soon as there is something auditive going on.

[BrownEye]

Ah, my higher self is in me now, the mismatch in frequency has an effect. Going through some healing changes now.

[AnthroHeart]

I sort of locked phase with my higher self before, or "modelocked" to use a laser term.
At one time I even modelocked with God, or my view of God.
I wasn't sure if we were supposed to turn over everything to God, or to take responsibility for everything in our co-creation.

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Some of the stuff thats happened in the past year is In Sane.

I would never in a million years would have believed what has happened and how much has happened.

Life really changes when you're no longer searching For God, but rather, searching For A Application For God.

I find that in this illusion, anything is possible. It's like living in the dream of a higher being. I don't seek God right now. Not really seeking anything, but just learning to be where I am, and allowing law of attraction to bring my hidden desires to me.

I had one experience where the flavor of food changed to be exponentially better within a single bite while I was chewing it. Potato salad in that experience was freaking awesome. Flavor and texture were both perfectly what they needed to be to be the best for me. Perhaps a sign of what's coming up in 4D.

[Spaced]

Hehe it's funny that you use the term "upgrades." When I was meditating on December 18th I felt an energy enter through my crown and fill up my third eye. I visualized it as little streaks of violet electricity centered on a ball at the center of my head. The whole thing caught me a bit off guard and I thought to myself "what the heck was that?" and this matter of fact voice just responded by saying "upgrade" like some delivery guys bringing in a new couch or something.

[AnthroHeart]

For me it was like blazing a trail (both pos and neg at the same time, eventually becoming positive when I reached that awareness) so all my chakras were on full-tilt much of the time. I didn't wait for upgrades, I made new ones as I went on in creating my own Universe within. Don't know why I made it so difficult for myself. Some pre-incarnational desire perhaps. Much of my journey was without polarity.

[Cyan]

http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.ph...=Upgrayedd You just got Upgrayedded.

Lol

[Jeremy]

I always get random tingling between my brow which I always thought was the third eye but last night, I had what felt like a hundred tiny fingers tapping on my forehand just below my hairline. It was increasingly intense then it began to trickle down the middle of my forehead finally stopping between my brows.

I just read a website that stated the actually third eye is located at the hairline and not the brow so I'm kinda confused as to what chakras were activating

[AnthroHeart]

I think the 3rd eye is located differently for different people. I wouldn't worry about where it is.

For me, I feel it where my nose meets my skull.

[BrownEye]

I just read a website that stated the actually third eye is located at the hairline and not the brow so I'm kinda confused as to what chakras were activating

It is a line of "eyes" through the forehead. Chakras rather than "eyes", yet called eyes. I counted like 8, one right above another.

[omcasey]

I visited the dream state of an alternate self last night. At a certain point I became conscious of the state and decided to try out flying, which was a blast. This shift in my awareness was a side effect of an upgrade in process.

This morning a dizziness hit me, very similar to what hit me around dec 21st, only this time it is becoming more intense, to the point where I am not walking around now. I sat down to check myself and found that my root was shut down, and brow was in overdrive. This is also the first time I have ever found the crown to be in overdrive, it has always been in perfect balance, without any way to affect it other than clearing of dark energies.. I put a pen to paper and asked my higher self what is taking place, a Source guide came forward and wrote "freedom". I asked what this meant, it seems to be freedom of travel in the mind and spiritual realms. I was told to let this take its course instead of returning my chakras into a balanced state.

As I am writing this my main chakras have returned to balance, with the crown still in overdrive. The dizziness still continues.

The only thing that sounds as if it would ease this type of thing is hydration.

I think we are in for some very exciting times if we allow it.

Hi, Pickle..

The dizziness you mention has been a part of my life from the beginning, I was never really as fully here [meaning here only] in this reality system as solidly as most 3D experiencers are.. but it seriously intensified when I was activated 3-4 years ago, there are times when I literally can't stand up. In the beginning I found this fun, there was this new thing happening, clearly associated with a newfound ability to consciously go out of body -colloquially speaking. When the dizziness came on I knew I was getting pulled in and I would simply lay down, close my eyes and make the shift.

After years of going through these phases of being 'turned up' a notch, it is not always so fun anymore, just something I know I must I go through as my consciousness fine tunes to hold multiple frequencies simultaneously more aptly and acutely. In my case the dizziness does come on when I am being calibrated to multiple frequencies - multiple realities - and my consciousness is staying put principally in this one. Were I to shift focus, which I could at these times, were there no disinclination or block, into any number of the other frequencies the dizziness here on this one would subside. I have tested this, but still cannot make the shift at all times.

The movement of your mind toward hydration is a good one.. we somehow inherently know, which is good to see confirmed through other selves. The main reason for saying it is good in THIS case, is that following years of making conscious shifts many times weekly, along with the certain capacity to hold simultaneous awareness on multiple frequencies, I realized the connection to this and water.. yes, DEhydration is without a doubt a main culprit in the reduced capacity for consciously shifting when called. Ultimately, for many of us I feel this needs to be able to happen while we are up, awake and alert on this frequency. So that this frequency is included in the shift.. it is how we will be able to, for a time, shift back and forth.

While some souls are shifting now from here permanently, and some souls are not shifting quite yet, there are those who are busy building and maintaining portals to the planet through which two primary streams of energy do flow---the stream of 3D graduates going out [and in some cases back and forth], and the stream of higher energies coming in. We all have our work, and the programs we are participating in; the portal(s) I am currently involved with will function through the year 2017-2019.

Through our processes the discoveries are quite fun..
I look forward to following along, and hearing all that inevitably comes to you.

In love

Casey

[BrownEye]

Thanks for the feedback Casey! I was told the dizziness would stop by the end of the day, and it did.

Last night I was given info on materials to build myself a tool to better speed up my whole process. I wrote down a list of materials, then had to look up each material to find out what they do. It was almost like another method of "communicating" to me as far as reading the property descriptions.

I am really looking forward to activating all of the temporary abilities that started popping up in the last year or so. I have a better idea of my purpose, and a good idea of what I will be doing come 10 years from now.