12-06-2012, 04:21 PM
I don't think I shared this as it was too troubling durin the time it happened but it popped up during my normal random thoughts while driving. This happened a couple months ago yet I can remember it verbatim.
I don't even think I was fully asleep yet but I was with the woman that I was seeing at the time and my five year old daughter. We were in a hotel room that had two full sized beds. I faced a challenge of either sleeping next to my daughter or sleeping next to the woman I was seeing and leaving my daughter to sleep by herself. I didn't want her to think I was choosing this woman over her yet I didn't want the woman to be alone either. I put up the option of seeing if we all can fit in the same bed.
As I was laying down, she was standing at the doorway with this defiant look on her face. She said
[her] no you have more lessons to learn in this density.
[me] where did that come from?
[her] from your spirit guide
[me] can you see him?
[her] yes he's right there
[me] why can't I see him?
[her] because you do not truly believe yet
This is when my eyes sprang open and I was shaking with fright.
I don't even think I was fully asleep yet but I was with the woman that I was seeing at the time and my five year old daughter. We were in a hotel room that had two full sized beds. I faced a challenge of either sleeping next to my daughter or sleeping next to the woman I was seeing and leaving my daughter to sleep by herself. I didn't want her to think I was choosing this woman over her yet I didn't want the woman to be alone either. I put up the option of seeing if we all can fit in the same bed.
As I was laying down, she was standing at the doorway with this defiant look on her face. She said
[her] no you have more lessons to learn in this density.
[me] where did that come from?
[her] from your spirit guide
[me] can you see him?
[her] yes he's right there
[me] why can't I see him?
[her] because you do not truly believe yet
This is when my eyes sprang open and I was shaking with fright.