02-15-2010, 09:46 AM
Hi All, I'm a new member saying hello and adding my story (short version). I was born in 1970 and was confused from the start. My mother tells me that I would tell her stories of my other mother and of my life before I came here...Luckily my mother is very open minded, and was not offended or upset by these tales from her 3yr old. 
Anyhoo, I didn't understand the school system and to me everything here moved so slow and had too many rules and none of the rules made any kind of sense to me. When I was 36 after many hardships and much confusion I was beyond frustrated and ready to just give up.
So one night I was laying in bed and started talking to God. I said something to the effect of "Alright I'm done! Obviously I am screwing this up I don't understand this place or what I'm even doing here, so help me out I'm ready to learn the right way." Suddenly I was filled with overwhelming Love so intense my body was vibrating. A channel opened in my mind and information was downloaded (That’s the best way for me to describe it). I could ask a question and a concept would come. I felt new, I understood things I could not properly explain to my family and friends. After that I read everything pertaining to spirituality and religion, resonating with some of the information out there and discounting much. Then I found the Ra material and understood it immediately and knew I had found what I had been searching for. I still don't 'fit in' but I understand why and don't really want to. I love this place now and want to do my best to aid and to be of service here.
Thank you for being!
Love and blessing
Anyhoo, I didn't understand the school system and to me everything here moved so slow and had too many rules and none of the rules made any kind of sense to me. When I was 36 after many hardships and much confusion I was beyond frustrated and ready to just give up.
So one night I was laying in bed and started talking to God. I said something to the effect of "Alright I'm done! Obviously I am screwing this up I don't understand this place or what I'm even doing here, so help me out I'm ready to learn the right way." Suddenly I was filled with overwhelming Love so intense my body was vibrating. A channel opened in my mind and information was downloaded (That’s the best way for me to describe it). I could ask a question and a concept would come. I felt new, I understood things I could not properly explain to my family and friends. After that I read everything pertaining to spirituality and religion, resonating with some of the information out there and discounting much. Then I found the Ra material and understood it immediately and knew I had found what I had been searching for. I still don't 'fit in' but I understand why and don't really want to. I love this place now and want to do my best to aid and to be of service here.
Thank you for being!
Love and blessing
Love and Blessings.
