The Dream Thread

[xise]

I just dreamt I had a near death experience.

I was reviewing a some sort vision of this car driving seemingly drunk from an overhead view. It crashes in a parking lot in what seems like a moderate speed crash. The car seems old.

Then I'm in a bus/van with a driver who is silent and two other people. I ask them what are we doing here. The guy closest to me says "we just finished reviewing our lives and we have to decide if we want to go back, to live". I was shocked and I was like "you mean I could be dead?". The closest guy says yes. I asked him if I knew what happened because I don't really remember. He says tells me I was driving drunk with alcohol and drugs (which is weird because tht totally isn't me in this life, never was, I think I drove with around a .08 twice in my life and never mixed with drugs and I don't do any of that anymore...which makes me feel like it could have been a past life remembrance because it feels like it was in a third world country? Don't know). I thought about the enormity of the decision and my eyes welled up with tears as I thought about my current life (which in the dream I was thinking about this life right now which I know in retrospect doesn't seem to make sense). I said that there had been a lot of pain but that it was one of the most important lives I've had in terms of learning. The closest guy said he was in the same boat with how he feels about his life. The guy furtherest from me said he was the passenger in the car. I got the feeling that though he have been in the car, we didn't really know each other that well. He said he isn't sure either because he hasn't really learned in this life how to process his anger. I then make the decision to go back.

The next thing I remember is a person who is my paid for driver (of another car) whom I was meeting in that parking lot is helping me get out the car. It looks totaled and yet it's a miracle I'm unscathed. So is my passenger. No police are involved because it is in some third world country (we're all brown/tan skinned, so either outheast Asia or south amercica).

I'm then at a cafe with the person who said he had anger issues and a few friends including my best friend from my childhood. I bring up the Nde we had with the one guy privately and I see that he doesn't remember but he believes me in his eyes. However he refuses to hear what I have to say about and puts up a skeptic front. I wanted to tell him about what he said about his anger issues he talked about but never do.

I then woke up.

[Brittany]

I dreamed I was some sort of were-creature. I think I turned into some sort of wild dog instead of a wolf. I'm not sure I ever actually saw myself in that form. My mother had raised me far away from the city, because if the government found out you could change, they would take you away to an "academy." I had never had any trouble with my transformations and had in fact spent more time in dog form than in human form.

My mother wanted me to get married, and so she had a young man who also turned into a dog brought to me, along with his two brothers. I was a little disturbed because we were all related, but they said it wasn't through blood. Something like they were the children of so-and-so's second wife, who had been brought in after he divorced his first wife. And I think I was supposed to pick which one of them I wanted to marry. Some other people came with them, too, who were supposed to help with all the arrangements.

I don't remember a lot of the actual "courtship", but in the end I ended up getting with one of the brothers, and instead of just having sex we merged into one being. All of the were-people had numbers that told how strong they were, and when we merged our numbers combined and we got a higher score.

It turned out two of the helpers that had come were secretly government agents, and they took me from my family and sent me to the academy, which I realized was more like a prison. There were hundreds, if not thousands of other were-people there. One guy was a were-dragon, and I actually watched him change, and it was really awesome to look at. There were also two were-tigers that seemed to want to start trouble.

If you were violent or had attitude problems or anything like that, you would have to wear a colored bracelet to warn the staff. I got very mad at one of the men who had brought me in (who looked suspiciously like Eddie Murphy), because he had forgotten who I was within the span of a day. I started going off about the conditions of the place, and how unfair it was, and how he obviously didn't care about anyone there if he couldn't even remember me from 24 hours ago. I called him an "a******" and a woman was like "you'll have to wear a bracelet for that." and I was like "f*** it. I don't care." So they made me wear a bright pink bracelet.

After that I started talking to the other man who had brought me in, and he was just being really sarcastic and kind of creepy, touching my face and stuff. At that moment, both of the tiger people started going psycho, running around and eating people, and everyone else started screaming and running around and it was complete pandemonium.

I realized everyone was just running around the one big room, but there were exit doors, and I'm like "Why is no one taking the exits?" I knew I would probably get in trouble if I left the room unsupervised, but when I compared that with being eaten alive by a mad half-tiger, I decided to take my chances. I ran out a side door and was running through the hallways of this huge place, and one of the tiger people saw me and started chasing me, but I hid in a bathroom and lost him.

I realized I had hidden in the men's room, and a guy walked up to the door of the stall while I was gasping for breath from running so much and asked if everything was okay, and I was like "I'm taking a dump!" in a deep voice, so he turned around and left. After that I snuck into the women's room. I realized I really needed to go to the bathroom, but, as often happens in dreams when I need to pee, I couldn't actually go. Then another girl walked into the same stall and started trying to use the bathroom as well and I'm like "Uh...okay, I guess privacy doesn't exist in this place."

After that some guards found me, but when I explained what happened they weren't mad, just glad I was safe. Suddenly everyone was being a lot nicer and the place didn't seem so bad. Then I woke up.

[native]

You seem to have pretty fantastical dreams Brittany Lynn. Mine are mostly typical scenarios, and until this year, I would rarely dream about people I know personally. I wonder what that's about.

[Oceania]

I just dreamt I had a near death experience.

I was reviewing a some sort vision of this car driving seemingly drunk from an overhead view. It crashes in a parking lot in what seems like a moderate speed crash. The car seems old.

Then I'm in a bus/van with a driver who is silent and two other people. I ask them what are we doing here. The guy closest to me says "we just finished reviewing our lives and we have to decide if we want to go back, to live". I was shocked and I was like "you mean I could be dead?". The closest guy says yes. I asked him if I knew what happened because I don't really remember. He says tells me I was driving drunk with alcohol and drugs (which is weird because tht totally isn't me in this life, never was, I think I drove with around a .08 twice in my life and never mixed with drugs and I don't do any of that anymore...which makes me feel like it could have been a past life remembrance because it feels like it was in a third world country? Don't know). I thought about the enormity of the decision and my eyes welled up with tears as I thought about my current life (which in the dream I was thinking about this life right now which I know in retrospect doesn't seem to make sense). I said that there had been a lot of pain but that it was one of the most important lives I've had in terms of learning. The closest guy said he was in the same boat with how he feels about his life. The guy furtherest from me said he was the passenger in the car. I got the feeling that though he have been in the car, we didn't really know each other that well. He said he isn't sure either because he hasn't really learned in this life how to process his anger. I then make the decision to go back.

The next thing I remember is a person who is my paid for driver (of another car) whom I was meeting in that parking lot is helping me get out the car. It looks totaled and yet it's a miracle I'm unscathed. So is my passenger. No police are involved because it is in some third world country (we're all brown/tan skinned, so either outheast Asia or south amercica).

I'm then at a cafe with the person who said he had anger issues and a few friends including my best friend from my childhood. I bring up the Nde we had with the one guy privately and I see that he doesn't remember but he believes me in his eyes. However he refuses to hear what I have to say about and puts up a skeptic front. I wanted to tell him about what he said about his anger issues he talked about but never do.

I then woke up.

what does that mean to you symbolically? driving drunk?

[xise]

what does that mean to you symbolically? driving drunk?

I need to think about it more. It could represent a feeling of not being in control. I also think there is a strong possibility that it is a sort of test (the part about whether I wanted to come back into this life) and the details for the nde were extraneous for that purpose.

I say this because in the past I felt I've had dreams which felt more like someone seeing how much my newer sto mindset has sunken in by giving me dreams which would provoke anger or a fight response in me, and that though they are about sto/sts they seem less about learning and more about testing whats deeply held by me. A previous example would be the tennis ball dream I had (back like 6 months ago, I'm walking by a tennis court, they hit the ball out, they ask for it back, happily throw it back, then both of them start to make fun of me and keep hitting balls over and tell me to fetch and I get super angry - a learning experience, but it felt the primary reason the dream came was to show myself whats in my core - a dream to show me whats inside of me - a mirroring testing dream).

Just last night I had another one of these mirror test dreams. Before going to sleep I had a feeling of negative contact, which I just disregarded as my out of control mind (as always - I do love you mind despite your eccentricities, *kisses mind*). Or it could have been the active integration of my shadow self I've been visualizing last week. Don't know. But in any case, when I went to slept I dreamt there was basically an evil/sts entity that wanted to stay near me. I feel fear, and so I try to get rid of him without being angry or violent. I don't remember much about the dream, but I think my first attempts to lose him were just walking around and see if he kept following and he still did. I then felt greater fear, then I thought no its all good and just embrace him with love. Probably the first time I can remember where I'm actively applying Law of One/sto theory on negative contact interaction in a nonlucid dream. After I embraced him with love felt he dissipated. And then the dream ended.

My sleep last night was very restful, so overall it felt like a good experience!

[AnthroHeart]

Last night I dreamed that a friend told me I was able to graduate to 4th density positive. I then told them that I just wanted nonexistence. They told me that nonexistence was not possible.


I too get bathroom dreams Brittany. In the past the toilet would be like 10 feet in the air and I'd have to climb to get to it. Or the bathroom would not have stalls at all and they'd all be open.

[Cyan]

Last night I dreamed that a friend told me I was able to graduate to 4th density positive. I then told them that I just wanted nonexistence. They told me that nonexistence was not possible.

Yeah that happened to me too, maan isnt it a bummer. Like it old my friends, unfortunately, it is an ever increasing cycle of pleasurable lives for you, my condolences.

[Etude in B Minor]

I was in the hospital a while back for some surgery; not minor, not major, but enough that I had to stay for 2 days in the hospital after the surgery. They gave some painkillers the next day, quite good stuff. I slept like a baby. But as I was being woken up by the doctors doing their rounds, I had the weirdest dream. Not at all like a normal dream. I felt like I was a living TV set switching rapidly through channels trying to find the right one. All of these scenes were flashing quickly one after the other. Some were beautiful, some were scary, some very quite alien. I didn't spend much time in each one, just a fraction of a second so I didn't get any details, just impressions. Finally I reached the one corresponding to my current life, where I was lying in the hospital bed, and the flashing between the scenes just stopped. Like a roulette wheel coming to a stop. My perception of the world felt very strange, like it wasn't real. It wasn't until the doctor spoke and said my name that I started to feel normal.

I am sure the strangeness was entirely due to the painkillers, but it was quite interesting nonetheless.

[Ashim]

Last night I dreamed that a friend told me I was able to graduate to 4th density positive. I then told them that I just wanted nonexistence. They told me that nonexistence was not possible.


I too get bathroom dreams Brittany. In the past the toilet would be like 10 feet in the air and I'd have to climb to get to it. Or the bathroom would not have stalls at all and they'd all be open.

That's an interesting metaphor. Now what could this mean for you personally?

[Oceania]

Gemini if you want nonexistence does that mean your red ray is closed too? apparently mine is super closed because of a death wish and if i stopped wanted to not exist or something, then maybe it'd open up.

btw i peed while asleep because my dream was so vivid i actually thought i was awake in the dream when i peed. it was weird. i was so sure i was awake! usually when i pee in dreams my body doesn't believe it.

[W1981]

Gemini if you want nonexistence does that mean your red ray is closed too? apparently mine is super closed because of a death wish and if i stopped wanted to not exist or something, then maybe it'd open up.

By the way i peed while asleep because my dream was so vivid i actually thought i was awake in the dream when i peed. it was weird. i was so sure i was awake! usually when i pee in dreams my body doesn't believe it.

So there's more people whose life doesn't make any sense whatsoever anymore? Is that what the death wish is about?

[Oceania]

what do you mean? whose life doesn't make sense?

my death wish has been about my orange ray, due to trauma from a small age that just accumulated. eventually it got to the point being in this body felt like a chore because it was so hard to move it around with a diminished energy influx. i dunno why you said you wanted to not exist. was that a dream thing or did you really mean it? *hugs*

[W1981]

what do you mean? whose life doesn't make sense?

my death wish has been about my orange ray, due to trauma from a small age that just accumulated. eventually it got to the point being in this body felt like a chore because it was so hard to move it around with a diminished energy influx. i dunno why you said you wanted to not exist. was that a dream thing or did you really mean it? *hugs*

Mine doesn't,i guess i misunderstood.

[Cyan]

"Great tiredness at the end of the 5th density" is how i describe my deathwish.

[Oceania]

what do you mean? whose life doesn't make sense?

my death wish has been about my orange ray, due to trauma from a small age that just accumulated. eventually it got to the point being in this body felt like a chore because it was so hard to move it around with a diminished energy influx. i dunno why you said you wanted to not exist. was that a dream thing or did you really mean it? *hugs*

Mine doesn't,i guess i misunderstood.

oh i thought i was replying to Gemini there. siórry. i was just worried because he said that about his dream.

do you feel your life doesn't make sense then?

[Confused]

Thanks about the red ray closure dreams material, Oceania. I too have had deep longing for nonexistence. I guess it is time to let go of that wish that is only harming the self.

[W1981]

what do you mean? whose life doesn't make sense?

my death wish has been about my orange ray, due to trauma from a small age that just accumulated. eventually it got to the point being in this body felt like a chore because it was so hard to move it around with a diminished energy influx. i dunno why you said you wanted to not exist. was that a dream thing or did you really mean it? *hugs*

Mine doesn't,i guess i misunderstood.

oh i thought i was replying to Gemini there. siórry. i was just worried because he said that about his dream.

do you feel your life doesn't make sense then?

I do indeed

[AnthroHeart]

The nonexistence was a dream thing. I don't usually feel that way in life. But yeah, I get so confused about what I really want in life. Life sometimes doesn't make sense.
I've had death wishes though they've been pretty whack.

[Oceania]

I do indeed

is that only in dreams or in real life? maybe starting a thread about it would help, if you haven't already?

The nonexistence was a dream thing. I don't usually feel that way in life. But yeah, I get so confused about what I really want in life. Life sometimes doesn't make sense.
I've had death wishes though they've been pretty whack.

it's weird it happened in dream though. maybe it was just you wanting rest. i remember crying once for hours because i knew reincarnation was real and that i would just forget and have to live over and over again and i just cried and felt so hopeless that i couldn't just stop being. then i watched this movie called Stratosphere Girl that was suddenly brought to me, and it made me feel better.

times are tough now but with the 4D instreaming i think we'll feel better after a while. and i think not knowing of densities my despair was misguided. there is a chance to evolve to something that doesn't keep forgetting with every reincarnation. and a restful world.

and Confused i agree. i'm trying to do that as well. it wasn't a dream, Lynn helped me understand it.

[jacrob]

I dreamt I was looking at a pool of dark green, dirty, stinking water, and there was a white shining crystal at the bottom, spiralling and spinning, and I dove in to get it. Pretty much describes my state of mind at the moment! A cesspool of darkness, striving towards the crystaline light....

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[AnthroHeart]

Had a few strange dream experiences.
1) A lot of red wine was poured down an elevator. The elevator went out of service for a few moments. Someone I admired was there and was affected/delayed (had to wait). Later on it was me who was pouring the wine. Nobody was in the elevator at the time.

2) Helping my mom to remove the fur from her ferret's face using a spraycan chemical foam of some sort. This one had really thick fur. She was originally cutting it with a somewhat dull knife very forcefully. I thought the foam would make it easier. But the foam was for grease, not for fur. The ferret didn't really mind despite our efforts. I never touched the ferret, just put some of the foam on a paper towel for her.

3) People doing stunts on motorcycles, and evading police as part of some fun. Police had different kinds of weapons they could fire at the stunt people (but never did). I had some desire to participate in the stunts. One of the people who had done the stunts successfully told me that if I fell down I would be arrested (almost no margin for error).

4) A phenomenon was happening where there was a new star forming with an intense gravitational field. It would cause our distance to the sun to collapse down to around 200,000 miles distance from us someone told me. This freaked me out and I woke up.

Last night I was watching a video on pineal gland detox, and am going to go through that. I don't know if this dream was a warning to stay away from that so I don't get burned. I think the wine in the elevator was a symbol of blood. Or I don't know if I'm just overanalyzing the dream. They weren't nightmarish, but had a somewhat unsettling vibe. If I clear my pineal, it will cause more psychic experiences, and I'm not sure if the dream was a warning to this. I feel though this is something I must go through. Who's to say though if being that close to the sun is a bad thing if you're in the right vibration (sounds weird). I have a lot of work to do. But don't want to move too quickly. Anyway I want to detox the body and eat better.

In my spiritual experiences, new stars tend to be a sign of gaining spiritual mass or a spiritual awakening of some sort. But if it gains density too quickly it could throw the system off balance and burn me. I want to clear my pineal, but I don't want to move so quickly that I'm spiritually doing motorcycle stunts while evading police.

Jacrob, my dream was dark too though there was no crystalline light at the end, unless I'm missing something. Maybe being 200,000 miles (instead of usual 93,000,000) from an intensely gravitational star is crystalline light? Oh why can't I have the simple soft crystal light instead?

I realize one of the traps I have is to get into negative/fearful thinking. I just had the thought "if you move too quickly you're going to wish you were nonexistent" which went back to the dream I had before. Is it fearful thinking or stupidity for not heeding its warning?

BTW, here's A New Star (song):

[Oceania]

I dreamt I was looking at a pool of dark green, dirty, stinking water, and there was a white shining crystal at the bottom, spiralling and spinning, and I dove in to get it. Pretty much describes my state of mind at the moment! A cesspool of darkness, striving towards the crystaline light....

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Yeah! Just made this post at: 12:34 AM

that's just what i have to do tomorrow. dive into a cesspool of fear and dark to retrieve something...

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i think, Gemini, that the answer to avoid fearful thinking is not to think what am i doing wrong, which is fearful itself, but ask, what way feels good and less fearful?

[Brittany]

Last night I dreamed the news was saying "Tragedy in Chicago, Illinois!" It was big enough for everyone in the country to know about it, but strangely all the details of what had happened were being kept very hush hush. My dad called me on the phone and was trying to tell me about it, but it was a bad connection and I couldn't hear him clearly. I assumed it was a virus outbreak or something, or perhaps a freak natural disaster. Strangely, there seemed to be a lot of emphasis on car tires. People were taking the tires off their cars in Chicago. I have no idea what that would have to do with anything.

[Spaced]

Last night I dreamed the news was saying "Tragedy in Chicago, Illinois!" It was big enough for everyone in the country to know about it, but strangely all the details of what had happened were being kept very hush hush. My dad called me on the phone and was trying to tell me about it, but it was a bad connection and I couldn't hear him clearly. I assumed it was a virus outbreak or something, or perhaps a freak natural disaster. Strangely, there seemed to be a lot of emphasis on car tires. People were taking the tires off their cars in Chicago. I have no idea what that would have to do with anything.

Maybe it was a big snowstorm and they had no winter tires

[AnthroHeart]

Yesterday I dreamed of a red cartoon dancing gryphon. She was cute and stood on 2 legs. We were feeding her a bitter melon which she loved.

[Plenum]

you ever smelled stuff in your dreams?

[AnthroHeart]

I tasted the bitter melon. I have smelled things before such as stinky fish in a dream, but the smell is never really pungent.

[Ankh]

My mate had a dream where he was "back home" in time/space or wherever it is, and in that state, the Law of One wasn't a complicated teaching. It was just common sense!! I loved that dream! It made sense to *me*!!

[Confused]

My mate had a dream where he was "back home" in time/space or wherever it is, and in that state, the Law of One wasn't a complicated teaching. It was just common sense!! I loved that dream! It made sense to *me*!!

There is a proverb that states that common sense is the most uncommon item, usually. Explains much of the mess that we, as humanity, and our beautiful planet Earth are really in.

[Spaced]

A friend of mine once told me about a dream he had where he was living on a different planet, farming some crop that grows on the surface of shallow water, like some kind of cross between cranberries and algae. The most amazing part of the dream for him was that all the people he met were real, he could tell because he was connected to them, it was a deeper connection than anything he'd ever felt on Earth, he was them and they were him. He had a really hard time trying to explain this to me but having read the Law of One I imagine that what he was describing could be what it feels like to be part of a social memory complex.

It makes sense to me that he would be a wanderer, he's always had a much different energy than anyone else I'd met