I offer the following service, I have questions you may help with.

[Raz]

Its this abstract kind of... "wasnt there supposed to be a party, how can i have a party alone?"

Anyone else get what I mean about this?

YES!!! I relate totaly! got the feeling a few days ago and this poem just had to "get out" of me (posted in th *love* thread) =)

fear has left the building! Now Love is our host:



I was sitting alone, on a gloomy day

Without energy, without the will to play

I decided to pray; Universe what do you have to say?



to my surprise the connection was clear

there was no doubt there was no fear

the message is here;



"Dear child, now is the time to love, now is the age of love

as below as above, now is the time to love

fear has had its say, it´s loves turn to play

misunderstandings of the past

love will hold fast"



Delighted by the clear connection

and feeling the universe affection

I was filled with a sense of celebration

Once again I wanted to be part of creation



I went out on the web

wanting to spread what was said

I wrote from my heart, right from the start;



"Dear child, now is the time to love, now is the age of love

as below as above, now is the time to love

fear has had its say, it´s loves turn to play

misunderstandings of the past

love will hold fast"



There was a mixed reaction, some said; love is just a distraction

others that this is what we needed most

started to sing; fear has left the building, now love is our host



*blessings to all and welcome to the age of love =) *

/Raz

[Cyan]

I have, for a while now, been travelling the astral with some really weird arse creatures. I've taken the approach of knowing that they are astral entities and not dropping out of astral myself after the channelings end until such a time as I feel the need to use my body for something non astral. Otherwise I float in the astral and interact with spirits and people I can help and interact with.

Now. I have done this because I feel it is a good idea to "shush the heck up" when in the presence of entities I know for certainty to be at least several densities above me in their "normal" awareness. Regardless of my abilities to influence myself and what I see. That is to say. While I know I could do anything, not doing anything is for many moments, far FAR more beneficial than doing anything with my powers. Which allows me to literally not use any power at all because I know I can maintain myself without a physical body. So I can kind of, give my body over to the astral entities for the duration of my work in the Astral. Thus far the interactions have been beneficial for all paties involved to such a degree that it blows my mind. But lately i have been coming down from it, mostly due to now being either aware enough to know, or intimately aware of, most of the astral archtypes and their spiritual groupings in relation to one another.

It has taken me roughly a Year of almost non stop astral "tripping" to make a map in my head of where everyone is. Thus I now have one guide with 2-3 folders full of hand drawn starchild maps and I have several drawn myself. Though I am no where near focused enough to maintain my lack of interest in the situation to draw high quality maps.

This leads me to believe that I now have two options that I can proceed along.

One is to write it from the perspective of me as the channel and the entities I see as the outcome (Ra type, if somewhat altered, in time)

Or

Treating it like an interview.

I could literally channel a physical version of the entities of almost any archtype group and simply sit down with a laptop and ask them questions and write down what they say.

And these are the types of entities that can eat 2-5g of Syrian rue with around 5g of psilocube and then chow down a can of peaches while conversing normally.

And for those know what syrian rue and psilocube are you'll know why I'm tempted to turn the tables around entirely on the situaiton and just break out the reporter gear and start interviewing some astral aliens.

So. Thoughts, which is a better approach, the standard "channeling" approach or to take it from a reporter standpoint and try to get an interview with someone who actually belives they maybe someone like Ra in person or Jesus or any of the various other "sterotypically associated to be crazy" people but are wildly succesful in their day to day lives.

Which would be better, the normal religion/spiritual approach to channneling.

Or

Treating this like a normal "news" story for me and just interviewing them as if they are the physical aspects of Ra or some other form like that.

Normally the channeling aspect is much MUCH safer, but considering that I already inhabit the astral for large portions of time at time (months being the longest single time before i flame out and drop back to the physical and need a nervous vacation or i go nuts and start broadcasting all kinds of stuff to people and then eventually possess people around me and blow up as i ran out of vitality) i would possibly be able to do this in a 3D inteviews various other density life forms in person. The thing is that these entities are, as a rule, willing to confirm their existence but not their location (who they are) but that they are (confirmation that they have a body).

I'm unsure which would be more interesting for others to read. As my next "side project" once my studies calm down a little bit may be writing a book (third one now i think) and if i start to approach it from that point of view i'll need to start doing research long before I flame out from this astral.

Thoughts? =)

[Cyan]

Okay, so, my last thought didnt garner much response.

On the positive side, I'm starting to be fairly sure i got this "light in a ball surrounded by reflective patterens of mirrors creating the impression of other selves and actually the reality of other selves through the mirroring system enhancing internal monologue to external dialogue clarity allowing shared experiencing." and can now say that maybe with 2-3 years of more practive, I may be ready to join the rest if someone ascends 21-12-2012

Anyway. I think I'm set and have my life figured out, for the most part, in general how I want it to be.

Except that that, is in general, a open invitation to other entities to start messing with it.

Which is kind of a good thing, after almost a year of being certain that I'm a douchebagfailure and will die soon, to see that I do have some... purpose.

EDIT: on another note: (pictures out of order because of changing order due to too few pictures allowed by server so a lot of pics lost as i move forward

Opinions on latest starchild map. Seems to be, kind of, zeals palace in 8th D

[Cyan]

What, no one is answering? How boring.

Okay, so what does the following conversation sound like?:

"So, i poked you once, rememeber, and i'm not sure if i should poke you/that again" *glances astrally*

"You rememeber you had sort of 2 things you were balancing" *looks more intently*

"Rememeber what those 2 were" *stops talking and starts picking at herbs*

"I rememeber, but not much."

"You were kind of pulling this thing." *gestures with hands towards the ground as if pulling something up from "the void*

"Yeah, I rememeber."

(To self: Yeah I rememeber I was trying to avoid going to my perspective 4th D and instead skip straight into the 8th D which I felt neccesitated the move. So I was, kind of trying to unify this "how things should be" with "how they are now" kind of)

"You don't have that anymore?"

"No, I kind of *i mumble not quite coherantly*"

"You feel like you have one and you pick through these pieces and harmonize them"

"Yeah kind of."

Thoughts on interaction?

[Cyan]

I have an idea of what I want to do.

I want to write this book of life hacks and various other "cheats" i've ever come across that work that people never think of and collect them into a spell book. Put this spell book into hiding and then tell a lesbian couple I know.

That if their baby is only the sole product of the two mothers DNA with no male interaction, then hand the book to him/her and explain that when I was little, magic was unusual and people paired most often with the opposite gender and even if they didnt, they could only produce babies with the opposite gender and as time went on slowly everyone could produce babies with everyone and we become like the various unigendered races in sci-fi.

Then i'd explore the various uni-gendered races from my PoV on how their societies evovled and as i dont yet know if ours will evolve into that direction (not certain if its absolutely possible and likely as a developement course, just that its probable (the losing of the gender definitions)) explain these various races and their developemental paths and how the humans probably fit in.

Then tell him/her that since my current favorite blue alien babe race, the Asari, are all biotics, i'll hand her my book of magic as most of the stuff in there can only be understood in terms of magic, and, therefore, qualify her as a biotic, and since she/he (non meaningful term after unisexpairing produces children) is now a unigendered species, she/he can be produly called, a Asari Biotic!

As a kind of, blast from the archaic past for her. Who knows, her guides might back me up in this and cause her a insanely weird life around this concept Its not like they wouldnt work guuuuyyys! She just needs people around her that dont really get how easy it is ... That should not be a trouble on earth.

Anyway. Is that kind of stupid, writing a obvious commentary on sci-fi into a gift for a person i dont even know based on how i currently, in a very limited way understand magic?

It would be stuff like

Make money spell level 1: Gather pinecones in forest, sell.
Make money spell level 1: Gather junk metal, sell.
Make money spell level 1: Gather junk bottles, sell.
Make money spell level 1: Go through trash, seek money or stuff to sell, sell.

And so on.

At the end would be stuff like:

Interplanetary travel internal heat problem solution spell level 9: Use magnetic contained black hole combined with high energy transference system attached to life support to maintain internal temperature conditions even in space without requiring venting systems for external heat due to internal heat sink efffect by black hole, just rememeber to maintain containment or hawkings radiation will cause energy blast equivelant to a supernova for a 100 ton or more black hole (give or take matter-antimatter energy annihilation reaction, dont know my math for sure but can tell you that 50 grams to energy is 1 megaton so. Say. 100.000.000 grams divided by 50 or about 2 million megatons of TNT equivelant for a 100 ton black hole) Needless to say, big baga boom. That way you can always sneak up on your enemies that still need heat evaporation systems such as those found in universes below black hole containment technology.

You know, kind of hack the entire reality open on all levels into various spells and just mark the book "this is not a joke, dont read unless you dont want to know, stuff actually works."

Edit: Idea being that i will NOT put such a book up for sale (come on, how silly do you think that would be... hahaha right... right? *nervous laughter *) but rather make one copy for that person in specific.

[Cyan]

"Ra" said is "ok" to introduce at this point. After reading at 4am and hungry

Would ya look at that, that is one big butt orb.



Full HD quality is available of the pictures for awesomenessvalue.



and



Yeah. Iz me.

Its over nein thouzand Major Cyclez!

[christine10]

Question 1:

What does this picture tell you, the more you can say the better:



I'll explain every question and what i know of the "answer" once i have some amount of dialogue / interest in it. If no interest exists i will assume such a service is not required and will drop the thread.

Fire away!



ummmmm dunno what it tells me but looks to me like 3 ghostly figures also!!

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Unless anyone else has any objections, i'll move to 2:



How about this?

Looks like Kenny Loggins...hahaha

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Recommended full screen and dark background light. Works without. Thoughts?

Left blue....looks like figure of woman!!

[Cyan]

Warning, Tom Sawyer (satan) from, I think, Huckleberry Finn.

Either way. Very graphic and very interesting. But still, some of the dialogue and their interactions amongst one another are... definently... LoO related. Thoughts?

[Cyan]

Some of us have Isis / Butterfly lady tattood on our shoulder.

[AnthroHeart]

Some of us have Isis / Butterfly lady tattood on our shoulder.

Does she have a tail, or am I just imaginging it?

[Cyan]

Not in the original design, but now that i look at it, it is quite clearly a tail.

IT was supposed to be the lower branch of the wings.

[Cyan]

I hate doing this because it polarizes me to STS.

But if anyone feels like they want to work on a project that i may need help with, *clenches teeth together* let me know.

I'm working on a card game that works as a universal distortion removal translation algorithm between 2 people of any ethnicity, race or species (including aliens/demons/angels) as long as they can understand the concept in question by having a photo of it displayed to them.

My theory is that this would work as a non profit / advertisement campaign / game for my political party and its agenda (The job I'm working on) quite well in a positive way. Fostering communication and dialogue between the various groups in my country and abroad.

I hate asking for help on any product or work of any nature. But i feel this work may contribute from having other workers on staff.

I have 4 days for total work remaining 2 days until i should send out my printing orders and 1 day for efficient work besides today.

I'm debating if asking for help on a STO related forum of Christian or Semi-Christian orientation for building a Playing Card Deck of Babel is such a hot idea.

I'm betting it isnt, but heres to an honest shot. *lifts waterbottle*

PS: Kinda late to be worrying about damnation now isnt it?

[Cyan]

What, no takers? Darn.

Oh well.

[Aureus]

Ey, you have any book to recommend on Astral Travel etc? Or maybe just brefly describe your method in the simplest way.. I have not yet found the motivation to give it an honest try though.

Thanks

[Cyan]

Understand that you dont travel, the situation travel around you.

[Unbound]

Silence speaks.

[Cyan]

Astral travel works on how far you are able to believe you are being watched at all times and you only receive the information from yoru heart displayed to your senses. IF you believe your heart, you travel.

[Aureus]

Aha.. This is for me a new way to look at this thing.. Thanks for the input.

[Cyan]

Cant very well get out to meet the council in theory if i cant build a craft in theory and in theory tell them that if they dont in theory confirm what i suspect in theory at least with tones in theory then i could in theory build a craft in theory and fly some hippies out to meet them, in theory. That way, in theory, they could send someone out, in theory, to maintain the quarantine, in theory, to contact me in person, in theory.

And all within my hearts confines of not breaking the 3rd density confines.

Thats just one super random example of various errors.

[Cyan]

I maybe leaving in a week, though not sure yet.

If I do, does anyone have any remaining questions or comments?

As I said, not sure if I will leave, but leaning strongly towards it.

[Cyan]

My separation from my long time girlfriend ***** 6 months ago and has conluded a great relationship that lasted for 4 years. While the individual times were not all great, the time itself was. 2 months after our split up I approached her with the proposal to resume our relationship and presented a ring to her but she refused and I have given her roughly 4 months to think it over. It is now 6 months after our separation and while I could and would wish to remain here, I must conclude that to do more than I have done would be borderline stalkerish. A step up from my usual overly attached boyfriend self.

Alas. I shall miss you, when I met you, you were skittish to hold hands in public and it took a giant carnival bear and its donation to a library to get you to really warm up. But it took me working the carnival through several long nights with random patrons pulling joke guns on me to get you that bear, we decided to give it away for exp, Good girl!!! Thats how you play in a Campaign! Haha Great laughs were had at the carnival :p

So back to my point.

I have contemplated several options besides the usual go curl up in a ball in the corner and gently rock back and forth.

Option one would be to make a large public announcal of my return to the dating circle followed by lots of wingmen and fanfare, but in reality I'm still hoping she comes to her senses. So I dont feel it would be the appropriate step.

Option two would be to keep up the status quo, that usually leads to long term problems in situations like these so its also out.

Option three be honest about the whole thing and write it up here, say that I am now technically single but not really feeling like Single. With the events of the past four years in memory I'd probably put "widow" or "separated" instead of "single" as the appropriate status. Consider that for me marriage is purely symbolic and secondary to actually being in a relationship. But technically it is the best status to apply.

So. I settled on option three. *deep breaths into a paper bag* Please, women, don't kill me, I'll try to stay out of your way and hidden! *hisses at all the gathered women with a fork in hand*

And thus concluded my 4 year relationship soulmate level bonding thing

[Aaron]

What led to the separation?

[Cyan]

No longer had common issues to work out.

Relationship started when we had common issues to work out. We got healthy and the relationship disintegrated. More or less.

[Sagittarius]

Go get them tiger, plenty of fish in the sea.

You will always have the memories of being joined with her and knowledge that you basically get to experience the feelings and energy from that again but in time/space or whatever the true other side is.

I have yet to meet a girl I could get that close to at least mentally. I think you put it perfectly when you say you both had common issues to work out, couples tend to share the same worries and problems on different levels. I have noticed it with friends and there girlfriends, my parents, other parents/couples.

[Marc]

No longer had common issues to work out.

Relationship started when we had common issues to work out. We got healthy and the relationship disintegrated. More or less.

I know how that goes..

I was in a relationship like that for a few years and once our relationship was finally ok, we were done.

It was the worst time in my life getting over her..

I later found someone that I can just rest with and we rarely have those crazy issues. We could just 'be' together withou too much conflict too push through.

I hope you find someone even better, brother.

[Aureus]

Another factor worth weighing in when 'choosing' a partner is the speed or rate at which your spiritual evolution takes place. Even though you might share the same issues at first, you might not after a month..

[reeay]

There's an interesting theory - we choose relationships that re-create our parent's' relational problems, in order to work out catalysts that parents had difficulty with in their relationship... (some say, 'marry' our parent's problems)... We find partners who have similar issues, which also originated from own family. So I guess if you look at parallels between own relationship and parents' relationships, you find interesting catalysts that are carried over from parent's generation. Then you could go back generations to see if problems are passed on.

You are so brave to put yourself out there to propose and wait patiently. Now you're in school, learning something you seem to be passionate about. Some say you have a better chance of finding someone when you're done with schooling and working. Opportunities are wide open!

[vervex]

Hi Cyan,

Your thread is very strange yet interesting. This part caught my attention:

Normally the channeling aspect is much MUCH safer, but considering that I already inhabit the astral for large portions of time at time (months being the longest single time before i flame out and drop back to the physical and need a nervous vacation or i go nuts and start broadcasting all kinds of stuff to people and then eventually possess people around me and blow up as i ran out of vitality) i would possibly be able to do this in a 3D inteviews various other density life forms in person. The thing is that these entities are, as a rule, willing to confirm their existence but not their location (who they are) but that they are (confirmation that they have a body).

You say you travel in the astral for a long time. How does that work? Do you abandon your body in trance for weeks at a time? Do you feed it at all during that period? I assume with these questions that you travel the typical way, while sleeping, meditating, etc. If that's not the case, clarification would be appreciated.

Also personally what I think would be most interesting to know would be a catalogue of sorts of the kinds of astral beings you've met. And some questions:
- Do you think their astral form is 100% representative of the body they have outside the astral plane?
- Why do you remain so long in the astral and how does it benefit your expansion?

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I'm going to with TheEternal here and say that the way you express yourself is a bit... well he said rapid, I will say a bit confusing. You remind me a bit of Delirium in The Sandman, actually. An infinitely interesting character but very hard to grasp at times. I don't mean this as an insult by the way

I can only imagine how hard it must be for some individuals to express what they know into common words, into a written language that is limited. My experience of higher connection is that messages come to me whenever I ask in a spoken manner because that is the way I understand them best. Some ideas are occasionally half spoken when I already grasp the concepts. But almost always the knowledge has been nicely translated/processed for my mind. It is then easier for me to share that knowledge with others. I'm lucky in that way.

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Good luck with your new-found single life by the way.

I'm a little puzzled about what seems to be commonly mentioned as a reason for break ups in this thread; "No longer had common issues to work out.". Shouldn't relationships be about helping each other grow eternally? Shouldn't they be a way to share the good times too, the times of peace, the times of building new projects together? Shouldn't two individual get together not to share their pain but to share their joy?

[Cyan]

Hi Cyan,

Hi vervex.

Your thread is very strange yet interesting. This part caught my attention:

Normally the channeling aspect is much MUCH safer, but considering that I already inhabit the astral for large portions of time at time (months being the longest single time before i flame out and drop back to the physical and need a nervous vacation or i go nuts and start broadcasting all kinds of stuff to people and then eventually possess people around me and blow up as i ran out of vitality) i would possibly be able to do this in a 3D inteviews various other density life forms in person. The thing is that these entities are, as a rule, willing to confirm their existence but not their location (who they are) but that they are (confirmation that they have a body).

Thank you.

You say you travail in the astral for a long time. How does that work? Do you abandon your body in trance for weeks at a time? Do you feed it at all during that period? I assume with these questions that you travel the typical way, while sleeping, meditating, etc. If that's not the case, clarification would be appreciated.

At a certain point you find that the dialogue and events around you no longer correspond to what is possible in the physical reality. After that it is logical to assume you are in the astral (what you are seeing is happening to some part of yourslef but what is really happening you cant really tell because what you see happening is what is happening to you) therefore. The logical step next is to assume your physical body is "elsewhere" and you are "here".

I find that I've been losing weight for the past year or so, I do eat like normal people do but less in general. And i drop out of that state when ever I really focus in on the physical state.

Also personally what I think would be most interesting to know would be a catalogue of sorts of the kinds of astral beings you've met. And some questions:
- Do you think their astral form is 100% representative of the body they have outside the astral plane?
- Why do you remain so long in the astral and how does it benefit your expansion?

1st, No it isnt, its kind of who they wish/believe they are in a way.

2nd, Its either this or one of the deeper introspective realms of the self in terms of healing the self. And the astral is quite fun at times.


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I'm going to with TheEternal here and say that the way you express yourself is a bit... well he said rapid, I will say a bit confusing. You remind me a bit of Delirium in The Sandman, actually. An infinitely interesting character but very hard to grasp at times. I don't mean this as an insult by the way

Would agree as I havent grasped myself yet either.

I can only imagine how hard it must be for some individuals to express what they know into common words, into a written language that is limited. My experience of higher connection is that messages come to me whenever I ask in a spoken manner because that is the way I understand them best. Some ideas are occasionally half spoken when I already grasp the concepts. But almost always the knowledge has been nicely translated/processed for my mind. It is then easier for me to share that knowledge with others. I'm lucky in that way.

Try thinking of how you would describe to the sentient mail-man of the kingdom of your pinkey toe how it relates to you and the only language you have is rythmic tapping of your left ear lobe and you have an idea of how difficult it is.


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Good luck with your new-found single life by the way.

Thank you.

I'm a little puzzled about what seems to be commonly mentioned as a reason for break ups in this thread; "No longer had common issues to work out.". Shouldn't relationships be about helping each other grow eternally? Shouldn't they be a way to share the good times too, the times of peace, the times of building new projects together? Shouldn't two individual get together not to share their pain but to share their joy?

It should, the fact that it didnt and doesnt makes me sad. But not unexpected.

[vervex]

Hey Cyan,

First thanks for your answers. I have some more questions if you don't mind. I'm a rather inquisitive person

At a certain point you find that the dialogue and events around you no longer correspond to what is possible in the physical reality. After that it is logical to assume you are in the astral (what you are seeing is happening to some part of yourslef but what is really happening you cant really tell because what you see happening is what is happening to you) therefore. The logical step next is to assume your physical body is "elsewhere" and you are "here".

I find that I've been losing weight for the past year or so, I do eat like normal people do but less in general. And i drop out of that state when ever I really focus in on the physical state.

So you're saying that you are living your day and then little by little you get into an altered state of reality where things which are happening are not "normal" things anymore, things of the physical reality? How do you usually notice it? What kinds of places do you see? And say you are in space or in a décor that is completely different from earth, for example, when you get back, what happened to your body? Was it just on auto mode, going through the day and talking to people, going to the bathroom alone?

I'm having a little trouble grasping how you handle this, ahah. Of course those are details but I find the phenomenon interesting.

To my question, you answered this:

Its either this or one of the deeper introspective realms of the self in terms of healing the self. And the astral is quite fun at times.

So when you go to the astral, you're saying it's to heal yourself? How so?

I ask because it's a bit unconventional, at least to me. If I compare to myself, I would most likely enter a very light meditative state, anchored here, and proceed to remove negative emotions and do some light healing on parts of my body, as needed. How does that compare to what you do?

Try thinking of how you would describe to the sentient mail-man of the kingdom of your pinkey toe how it relates to you and the only language you have is rythmic tapping of your left ear lobe and you have an idea of how difficult it is.

Ahahahahah. Morse code? Bahahah
Anyway wow that seems tough. I'm glad I'm not in your situation I must say. It would make it really hard to communicate.




Also don't be sad dear *hugs*. I'm one to think that if we are meant to be with someone in our lifetime, we will meet that someone. In the case of your ex-girlfriend, well there are some people who come and go from your life as you walk your path. More will come if you want it to, if you allow it to happen, and perhaps you will have the occasion to experience many new wonderful things with them, things you've never experienced before with another. Each person here is unique, so that leaves room for a lot of beautiful surprises and discoveries. I wish you the best in bonding with another friend or maybe girlfriend in the future. Best of joys.