Third chakra blockage - help needed

[Infinite Unity]

My solar plexus is blocked solid; it has always been.  This is an issue stretching back lifetimes.  At this point, however, I've done a good job of clearing out the other chakras.  I frequently feel a warm loving glow in the heart and throat area, and the top two are often active as well, but this thing is like a steel and concrete plug (in fact, that's how I saw it once in meditation).  When I ask intuitively what it is, the answer comes back, "pain, suffering; many, many occasions of being hurt across lifetimes" (accompanied with a visual of layers upon layers of suffering combining on top of each other).  Also, fear, of course.  Recently in meditation I saw bright multicolored light streaming upwards into me through the central channel, but hitting as if a wall at the third chakra and scattering sideways (horizontally) in all directions.

Aside from the "physical" discomfort, this is affecting my life in many undesirable ways.  I generally see others as sources of difficulty and prefer to avoid them, except for a few rock-solid close relationships characterized by a great deal of love.  (To be clear, my work involves dealing with individuals and I do very well in that; the fear/avoidance of others is more of an underlying tendency and mental/emotional attitude that I've identified, an assumption that nothing good will come of trying to reach out to others - or that I will somehow screw it up).  As a side effect of the above, I have not allowed myself to work towards writing and publishing the things I need to (and planned to do, pre-incarnatively), due to overwhelming, previously unconscious but now identified fear of being ridiculed, rejected and abandoned.  Because of this, I frequently feel that God, my guides, etc. are disappointed in me, and feel bad about it; every time I ask, I'm told unequivocally that it is purely my projection of my own feelings, and I "could never be a disappointment", and I accept that as fact - yet emotionally it continues to feel true; ultimately I'm disappointed in myself, but can't move forward in these projects due to blockage-caused fear.

So I think what I need to do (and finally getting to the point of this lengthy post, for which I apologize) is to figure out what it's like to function with an UNblocked third chakra.  How does someone with yellow ray clarity relate to themselves and others?  What are the essential points?  This is really my central question.

And then "fake it till I make it".  I guess.  This is a beast, and everything I've done before seems so much easier in comparison, so I'm reaching out to my spiritual family for any help and guidance you might provide.  Love you guys and gals.  

I think your approach to figuring this out, to be a great one. In my personal opinion one of the most effective way of teaching and learning is to have the experience. Of a minimally balanced and unblocked energy system, or chakra. There are two modes that can be seen as balanced operation of yellow ray. Due to the symbiotic nature or dynamic movement of the system. Or rather no center is independent. One is the living in yellow ray, the day to day activity is centered in yellow ray. Each entity is like a mechanism, it is important to the unity of the machine due to function, and for what it adds and acomplishes for the all. The second balanced functioning of yellow ray. Is the energy does not stop and yellow ray and continues to yellow. Each individual is more clearly appreciated for the essence of being rather than function, and 'value' based on return.

[unity100]

There will always be an inevitable pressure on solar plexus (yellow chakra) in the society we are living in. Its because the society is at best chaotic, and in general forced to be negative or naturally orange that there is a lack of yellow ray emanations in our society. This, eventually would put pressure on anyone's energy system in the long run, forcing him/her to have to block/control the yellow ray chakra in order to be able to protect and continue his daily functioning.

The same effect can be visibly absent in different or isolated circumstances. Like, environments or gatherings with people whose yellow chakras and above are reasonably open. Ie, yellow and above positive energy environments.

However you would be hard pressed to find such a situation in an ordinary city environment, or even small towns.

For people of positive inclination this is a situation that they must manage carefully. They should manage exposure to such environments and find ways to balance exposure to non positive 3d social environments.

It doesnt matter how strong an entity's energy model is, how much energy s/he has, how much spiritual, social, family support etc s/he has - over exposure to massive non positive society environments eventually drain the person. Even if the person would be able to recharge via his/her support groups and means, constant drain and recharge of energy would eventually overload the relevant energy center and create pressure. There is a certain limit to the amount of energy activity which astral/physical body energy centers can handle.

Therefore, careful management of exposure, and evading over-extending oneself should be observed to keep the situation sustainable.

[Turtle]

There will always be an inevitable pressure on solar plexus (yellow chakra) in the society we are living in. Its because the society is at best chaotic, and in general forced to be negative or naturally orange that there is a lack of yellow ray emanations in our society. This, eventually would put pressure on anyone's energy system in the long run, forcing him/her to have to block/control the yellow ray chakra in order to be able to protect and continue his daily functioning.

The same effect can be visibly absent in different or isolated circumstances. Like, environments or gatherings with people whose yellow chakras and above are reasonably open. Ie, yellow and above positive energy environments.

However you would be hard pressed to find such a situation in an ordinary city environment, or even small towns.

For people of positive inclination this is a situation that they must manage carefully. They should manage exposure to such environments and find ways to balance exposure to non positive 3d social environments.

It doesnt matter how strong an entity's energy model is, how much energy s/he has, how much spiritual, social, family support etc s/he has - over exposure to massive non positive society environments eventually drain the person. Even if the person would be able to recharge via his/her support groups and means, constant drain and recharge of energy would eventually overload the relevant energy center and create pressure. There is a certain limit to the amount of energy activity which astral/physical body energy centers can handle.

Therefore, careful management of exposure, and evading over-extending oneself should be observed to keep the situation sustainable.

Ehh, generally I agree, but I've personally found that it isn't that big a deal after conscious efforts are made to develop one's self...Doesn't mean s*** is easy at first, but it remains ever doable.