Booking my first ayahuasca trip

[Sabou]

I've been in a decent amount of Emotional pain recently as things are starting to be shown to me that I need to face. The list seems insurmountable at a time where I seem to have the least strength to deal with it. But they don't just seem like a "list of things". It feels more like my entire being is aching, that every aspect of myself that I analyze I am shown a shadow that envelopes every other portion.

[Jade]

Lots of love and light to you, Sabou. I will keep you in my thoughts during this time, what you could probably call a huge initiation. Keep your chin up!! Good things are coming!! Love yourself, forgive yourself for the past! You're moving into the future and taking all of us with you.

[Wookin'_Puh_Wanduhuhs]

Hey Sabou - did you end up booking with Selva Madre? If so, then we'll be on the same retreat!

[Sabou]

aw thanks Jade, appreciate it!

Hey Wookin, yeah i'm booked with Selva Madre, that is crazy you are booked for the same retreat :p have you been booked for a while?

[Wookin'_Puh_Wanduhuhs]

Sweet! I booked it last Friday. And like you, I had been thinking about making the journey, literally and figuratively, for years. At least 5. And it obviously wasn't the right timing until now. I am super excited. I had felt a bit of nervousness a few days after I booked the trip, however now I am feeling my full faith and have surrendered to Source and the process.

Because of the health issues I've been working through, I have a feeling that there will be some "doo doo" that I will need to face. I've created this mess, and I'm looking forward to regaining my authority and power. It will be cool to have the opportunity to support each other - like we wanderers do.

[ANGEL]

I've been in a decent amount of Emotional pain recently as things are starting to be shown to me that I need to face. The list seems insurmountable at a time where I seem to have the least strength to deal with it. But they don't just seem like a "list of things". It feels more like my entire being is aching, that every aspect of myself that I analyze I am shown a shadow that envelopes every other portion.

weeeeellll, what happened you two??? I want to hear from both of you about your trip. Lol pun intended.

[pat19989]

I've been in a decent amount of Emotional pain recently as things are starting to be shown to me that I need to face. The list seems insurmountable at a time where I seem to have the least strength to deal with it. But they don't just seem like a "list of things". It feels more like my entire being is aching, that every aspect of myself that I analyze I am shown a shadow that envelopes every other portion.

weeeeellll,  what happened you two???  I want to hear from both of you about your trip. Lol pun intended.

Right?!? Honestly can't believe neither of them reported back. Hope it went well for both of them.

Love