What keeps us from intelligent infinity?

[Verum Occultum]

But I have free will, and I am part of the Creator. Thus, there must be a way around these restrictions. There must be a way to access intelligent infinity despite the attempted blockage, or else STS entities would never be able. And they definitely are. So... where there's a Will, there's a way.

I don't want to bother anybody, or even to interact with other-selves except for sharing information. I'm interested in helping others in pain, because I understand pain.

But I also don't want to bow down to entities that try to keep me from magick when I'm not going to use it to affect any of their s***. I want my own room where I can grow; that's what I want; it;s the only point of human existence, so why should that be denied me?

There must be a way out.

Yes, you are part of the Creator, but you also are the Creator (you are a part of yourself, if that makes sense). You are a sub-sub-logos, or, the Logos in microcosm. When you incarnated here, you agreed to place limitations upon yourself just as did all others. You have free will, but it is limited by these basic agreed-upon limitations.

Why access intelligent infinity? Why is magick the only point of human existence? From a high enough level of consciousness, which everyone can access potentially, everything is immensely sacred, elevated and exalted. Life is already that, but one chooses not to see it. That is magical. The way in is the way out. But once you're in, you don't want out.

And what if one's intelligent infinity is hijacked by negative entities, and you are being dragged into an insane hell dimension? Your physical circuitry is fried, your emotions are dead, your brain (and entire body) is overcome with sick vibrations, you've become mildly convinced that intelligent infinity requires DNA sequences that have been damaged, you're dealing with brain damage and SRA-esque trauma and there are microchips in your head (that you manifested yourself), as well as advanced etheric implants designed to keep the chakras from working?

Deep down, I know that you're right, but it's hard when you touch the lower dimensions; you know, the Pit.

I know thagtintelligent infinity is everywhere and everything, but it's so hard to havd faith in such a situation. What should I do?

That sounds intense, but who are you really? Are you your story? Or are you something far deeper? If you don't have more ideas, then to live your life to the best of your ability would be a possibly wise choice [it usually is]. Because you don't know how your experiences will unfold. What needs to be done will be done.

And intelligent infinity can not be hijacked by others because it is not a possession. If your chakras were not working, you would not be in this forum. Have you considered that by taking drugs you have launched latent psychosis? I do not mean to offend you with this, but it might be worth considering. I am not necessarily speaking of mental illness. Ra has also said that some entities have a random hole in their aura due to ingestion of LSD. Have you actually sought out help from others in your society?

If you believe that beliefs create reality, then you must interpret and reinterpret your experience in a way that it can begin to reflect a shinier point of light. Otherwise you are perpetuating harmful beliefs towards yourself and possibly others, but especially towards your experience of life. Remember, you are co-creating and agreeing to do so. I realize this can sound hardhearted, but perhaps this is your deep challenge. I can only attempt to offer concrete help, but I don't walk in your shoes. The truth is that you are your own salvation. Are you willing to embrace the pain, transform it and move on? Remember, you are not the story.

[QRob001]

I believe that everything we need to know or want to know from the past, present or future is within us. As we are all one, with each other and the creator, all we have to do is be still in mind. Then the spirit will answer any questions we may have or reveal any information we are curious about. This isn't always a simple matter.
For example when I attempt to meditate I usually fall asleep. That's something I have to work on. I am also attempting to learn how to astral project or have an OBE.

Jesus said "if you want to move a mountain and you have faith, it will move." Remember, have faith and ye shall receive. Or like yoda said "Do or do not, there is no try." The smallest doubt or fear is enough for you to fail.

Praying is talking to god, meditation is listening to god. Once an individual can be still (still and quiet the mind) information and love will flow.