05-21-2022, 04:56 AM
(05-20-2022, 09:43 PM)Quincunx Wrote: I saw a few days ago that a member of Bring4th decided to delete his account. He probably saw my conversation with another member on how to delete an account. Before that thread conversation, this now former member was experiencing difficulty in his life. I never bothered to help this member out since our first interaction was him claiming that he came from a well known social memory complex. I called him out on it whereas everyone else remained ignorant. Every time he posted I tried to ignore him. The last thread he created was a plea for help. I didn't understand his point of view because I never experienced what he went through.
There have been others on here that I had similar experiences that they had. I have tried to convey what happened in my circumstance. An unknown member made it very clear to me what we are not allowed to post in public. I turned to private messaging. There are so many things that happen to people's lives that they do not share in these forums but for some reason can share with one complete stranger.
I question service to others. I question what we are here to do. I question my dreams and random thoughts. I question what to do next. The one thing I do not question is that we are all stuck in this illusion together.
People tend to form in likeminded groups that endorse their already established worldviews and perspectives. In this sense, where there should be true service to others, the most logical way of serving the self, in practicality the various forms of 'helping' or 'serving' others are just varied ways of self gratification, be it monetary or cognitive.
And because it is more comfortable for the selfelf to coalesce near echoes of its own inclinations; those that differ from the swarm-mind tend to be ostracized, neglected, rejected, and/or alienated in practicality.