09-28-2012, 11:22 PM
Between my initial exposure to the LOO and now my mind recoiled and didn't accept it. A protective mechanism that, in the end, turned out in my favor because life experiences is now what confirms what I have read in the LOO. I accept the densities map and the concept of graduation now.
Deciding whether the harvest was gradual or sudden didn't seem of urgency because the statement: "the harvest is now" instilled a state of being in me that is compatible with either and any version of harvest.
I think (my?/your?/some people's?) harvest is in three months. Nothing has convinced me greater than watching catalyst pile up like a train wreck on people around me. My dad was so sad, It totally allowed me to get into my heart and just be his friend and totally forgive him.
Even though I'm depressed a few days a month or feeling down, harvest has motivated me to just be kind and gentle BECAUSE not everyone knows what we know(generalizing). No matter what happens somewhere inside me lies the knowledge that this is a game and when not restricted by this 3D body we are suddenly free and in love with one love. This gives me the strength to emotionally support my father as the catalytic rain torments him. He has hurt me but now I know I am here to love him. We are each others support systems. We are the immune system of the creator. He will repeat 3D but I can ease some of the unnecessary pain. That's what we're here to do it's been said, ease the fields. One thing is certain, we are here for our own graduation no one elses, we may not have even increased the general harvest of 3Ders by much by being here all these years but we make the life of native 3Ders who still have a ways to go more loving and with less unnecessary suffering. The creator loves its entire being. We are an expression of that love towards those silly 3Ders. We are like those 4D beings watching over us. You are like that when you smile at that stranger, or love them on your own unique way.
I know this isn't the most organized post but I have been gifted with dyslexia and a messy colorful stew of right brain thought. The message will be received despite the packaging. If a single being gains a single quanta of gain from this the creator will smile, in them, myself and holy. If anything in here is a stumbling block, you know what to do C: I just wanted to get some thoughts out and into the ether and the on our cyber community. I have been taking the time to make my posts organized but my heart tells me to be mysloppyself and experiment. It actually seems I am more loving when I am more true to my gooey self. neat. thanks for being here, love you all.
In summary: I've been very anxious/hurt this past year but can handle it so all the more reason to love those anxious/hurt people have greater difficulty. and think about the gift you have of being spiritually awake despite the painful catalyst that inherently goes with it.
the creator inside that yearns to speak has spoken.
/end art
Deciding whether the harvest was gradual or sudden didn't seem of urgency because the statement: "the harvest is now" instilled a state of being in me that is compatible with either and any version of harvest.
I think (my?/your?/some people's?) harvest is in three months. Nothing has convinced me greater than watching catalyst pile up like a train wreck on people around me. My dad was so sad, It totally allowed me to get into my heart and just be his friend and totally forgive him.
Even though I'm depressed a few days a month or feeling down, harvest has motivated me to just be kind and gentle BECAUSE not everyone knows what we know(generalizing). No matter what happens somewhere inside me lies the knowledge that this is a game and when not restricted by this 3D body we are suddenly free and in love with one love. This gives me the strength to emotionally support my father as the catalytic rain torments him. He has hurt me but now I know I am here to love him. We are each others support systems. We are the immune system of the creator. He will repeat 3D but I can ease some of the unnecessary pain. That's what we're here to do it's been said, ease the fields. One thing is certain, we are here for our own graduation no one elses, we may not have even increased the general harvest of 3Ders by much by being here all these years but we make the life of native 3Ders who still have a ways to go more loving and with less unnecessary suffering. The creator loves its entire being. We are an expression of that love towards those silly 3Ders. We are like those 4D beings watching over us. You are like that when you smile at that stranger, or love them on your own unique way.
I know this isn't the most organized post but I have been gifted with dyslexia and a messy colorful stew of right brain thought. The message will be received despite the packaging. If a single being gains a single quanta of gain from this the creator will smile, in them, myself and holy. If anything in here is a stumbling block, you know what to do C: I just wanted to get some thoughts out and into the ether and the on our cyber community. I have been taking the time to make my posts organized but my heart tells me to be mysloppyself and experiment. It actually seems I am more loving when I am more true to my gooey self. neat. thanks for being here, love you all.
In summary: I've been very anxious/hurt this past year but can handle it so all the more reason to love those anxious/hurt people have greater difficulty. and think about the gift you have of being spiritually awake despite the painful catalyst that inherently goes with it.
the creator inside that yearns to speak has spoken.
/end art
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