Abrupt vs gradual harvest

[Oceania]

I wonder about this stability, spiritual maturity they are talking about. I had a mental break before because of too much psychic overload, and had to check into a mental facility, and now am on meds to help control it. Is this taking the easy road because now I don't experience them? I am able to focus on life now, while I still do occasionally have an experience.

I just hope I'm not short changing myself by taking the psych meds. Then again, they could be part of my experiencing here in 3D.

Not really. The next paragraph reads:

For most of you, indeed, as we said, the choice has been made. You have decided to be of service to others. Let these next few years that remain before 2012 be a testament to your stability, your spiritual maturity, and your ability to persevere. Bloody mindedness and sheer guts is sometimes part of what it takes to make the choice of love.

Gemini. you're a good person. taking your meds shouldn't change that, i don't think it will prevent you from graduating. i hope not anyway. i would take meds too if i wasn't afraid of them so much. it's really hard to make that choice to take meds. but if they work for you and prevent you from getting overloaded then i think that's good. maybe we should start a thread about that.