-TheEternal
indeed i have asked it many questions. i shall explain.
in the days that followed my epiphany i slept strangly. i felt a presence with me , in my mind. It was doing something, seemed to me like "proccessing information" like a computer CPU. what was strange about the sleep was that i felt that my body was asleep, but my mind was never more busy before. the longer it "processed" the more i felt like i was sliping away from this world, into some sort of dream-trance. then suddenly it just stoped and i began to dream.
i saw a great building/rectagluler object, it was made of pure white/golden light. this structure seemed to be alive. it was moving some how, yet it did not change shape or really move at all. this structure felt really warm and good. then suddenly a spark/ember seemed to apear from above it and slowly descend to it , this ember was made from the same white/golden light, but it seemed almost insignificant compaire to the building. the closer this ember got the to building the more clearly i could hear wispers in my head. then it landed perfectly in the middle of the rectangle. suddenly this rectangle seemed to shine even brighter and more powerful then ever. it seemed to focus all its light to the center where the ember landed.
its hard to tell what happened after this as i completely left my consciousness . i can remember little after this, but i seemed to merge/meld with something great. its like all that time i was surrounded by darkness, but now its like light came from every where and surrounded me, it like the dark just changed to light. its hard to explain, but all i know was at that moment i had a rare opportunity to ask questions. i cant remember every thing i asked it as i was not consciousness , but i remember some answers.
this "presence" that i merged with now had a very interesting way of communication. it did not speak with words, instead it spoke with emotion and connection. when it agreed with me or said yes, it exposed me to very positive emotion, these feelings i have never felt before, it drew me closer to it, when it disagreed or said no, it seemed to push me away slightly or let me drop slightly back into the dark, almost like tripping while walking.
all that i know and believe is from this voice and the answers it has given me.sometimes i forget how it felt like and find confusion, sometimes i remember and find peace and order, this is what i think is happening when i said that i'am changing between states of mind.
indeed i have asked it many questions. i shall explain.
in the days that followed my epiphany i slept strangly. i felt a presence with me , in my mind. It was doing something, seemed to me like "proccessing information" like a computer CPU. what was strange about the sleep was that i felt that my body was asleep, but my mind was never more busy before. the longer it "processed" the more i felt like i was sliping away from this world, into some sort of dream-trance. then suddenly it just stoped and i began to dream.
i saw a great building/rectagluler object, it was made of pure white/golden light. this structure seemed to be alive. it was moving some how, yet it did not change shape or really move at all. this structure felt really warm and good. then suddenly a spark/ember seemed to apear from above it and slowly descend to it , this ember was made from the same white/golden light, but it seemed almost insignificant compaire to the building. the closer this ember got the to building the more clearly i could hear wispers in my head. then it landed perfectly in the middle of the rectangle. suddenly this rectangle seemed to shine even brighter and more powerful then ever. it seemed to focus all its light to the center where the ember landed.
its hard to tell what happened after this as i completely left my consciousness . i can remember little after this, but i seemed to merge/meld with something great. its like all that time i was surrounded by darkness, but now its like light came from every where and surrounded me, it like the dark just changed to light. its hard to explain, but all i know was at that moment i had a rare opportunity to ask questions. i cant remember every thing i asked it as i was not consciousness , but i remember some answers.
this "presence" that i merged with now had a very interesting way of communication. it did not speak with words, instead it spoke with emotion and connection. when it agreed with me or said yes, it exposed me to very positive emotion, these feelings i have never felt before, it drew me closer to it, when it disagreed or said no, it seemed to push me away slightly or let me drop slightly back into the dark, almost like tripping while walking.
all that i know and believe is from this voice and the answers it has given me.sometimes i forget how it felt like and find confusion, sometimes i remember and find peace and order, this is what i think is happening when i said that i'am changing between states of mind.