01-21-2010, 06:26 PM
Hey Whitefeather, thanks for your kind words 
Yes my legs do serve me well, I would be quite tied to a chair without them. I know people who have to live like this and I don't envy them. I thank God for my good health.
I already made new friends in the gym... They've also put me on a new schedule so my body aches right now, but in a good way. As for your healing advice, I do make the connection like you suggest, not so much a white light from above but a white light from all around echoing my heart. I will attempt the white pillar, but I imagine this is just another symbol for the same. I think I'm having some kind of blockage in this area. I believe in healing. I've seen my Sufi friend and some others do enough to be convinced. I have always worked with energy, and I dare say I can can build up a decent charge and have good perception of it. The energy is there, but it's not automagically healing in my case.
It feels like... You guys are like experienced guys with trained dogs. You say you say this word, move like that, throw a stick and blam indeed the dog shoots out like a lightning bolt to retrieve it. Mine seems to be looking at me with all the love in the world but not the faintest clue that maybe, perhaps, something possibly could be expected of it..
Perhaps I should visit a healer let him work on it and ask him permission to have my "dog" pay extra close attention it might learn something by seeing. It's happened before that I copied things by seeing people do it, I've seen physical healings I just haven't experienced them done on me personally. I think maybe the energy body can acquire a kind of recipe (permission slip?) from it or something.
In software terms, maybe I need an updated driver?
Yes my legs do serve me well, I would be quite tied to a chair without them. I know people who have to live like this and I don't envy them. I thank God for my good health.I already made new friends in the gym...
They've also put me on a new schedule so my body aches right now, but in a good way. As for your healing advice, I do make the connection like you suggest, not so much a white light from above but a white light from all around echoing my heart. I will attempt the white pillar, but I imagine this is just another symbol for the same. I think I'm having some kind of blockage in this area. I believe in healing. I've seen my Sufi friend and some others do enough to be convinced. I have always worked with energy, and I dare say I can can build up a decent charge and have good perception of it. The energy is there, but it's not automagically healing in my case. It feels like... You guys are like experienced guys with trained dogs. You say you say this word, move like that, throw a stick and blam indeed the dog shoots out like a lightning bolt to retrieve it. Mine seems to be looking at me with all the love in the world but not the faintest clue that maybe, perhaps, something possibly could be expected of it..
Perhaps I should visit a healer let him work on it and ask him permission to have my "dog" pay extra close attention it might learn something by seeing. It's happened before that I copied things by seeing people do it, I've seen physical healings I just haven't experienced them done on me personally. I think maybe the energy body can acquire a kind of recipe (permission slip?) from it or something.
In software terms, maybe I need an updated driver?