Having complete faith in higher selfs plan vs personal ambition

[Cyan]

...Logic ruled everything and if there wasn't a scientific explanation to it, it wasn't valid so I'm come quite a long ways in a short period of time...

Same here my friend. I know what you are going through.

for me, logic still rules everything.

Relegated to an area that reads "quantum physics mean that imagination is logically proven to be superior than pure logic therefore, it is logical to believe"

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Sometimes I swear these chanellings are arranged in an exact order of my needs this has happened countless times where I'm dealing with a particular issue and the first channeling I read, specifically deals with my issue.

http://llresearch.org/transcripts/issues..._1011.aspx

You are the first person that has pointed this out on this forums(that I'm aware of). I can't help but notice that this has happened to me more times than I can count. I will be mulling over a very specific concept and it will be brought up in the next Q'uo channeling I read. It always amuses me greatly.

In general, I just want to say from what I've read from you in this thread, you have a very strong grasp of the material intellectually/analytically. I am impressed especially considering the length of time since you joined.

My understanding is that you are observed in real time by your higher self and it has absolute control in the end over everything you perceive. So the Ra material shouldnt, in reality, be a single material but should in reality be perceived as thousands of different books. If i am correct about how Ra channels then the "ra material" itself adjusts in real time around the reader because it is accepted as being "non logical" it has the same logic system as hallusinogens.

"if you accept that it might not be real then you are not attached to its permanent form and allow for you rhigher self to "adjust" it when it feels you need something, a fuzzy memory is a blessing that way. makes you feel like you're following one ideology when in reality its quite different"

It works by not forcing you if you believe something to change your opinion, but adjusting the details to the sides of your view step by step as you start to forget things so as to create the impression of one continuous storyline. Therefore, dont be surprised if continued interest in Ra material and the likes produces increasing degrees of communication ending in a revalation by your higher self in person going "oh hi, i've been waiting for you to get to this point, what do we do now that we have this power and a individual personality and a infinite field?"

Dunno, hope that viewpoint helps you understand something new! =)