How does Infinity simply 'become' aware.

[godwide_void]

I would like to humbly offer my slant upon this.

To delve further into this and untangle the knot of complication, what is it exactly which accompanies the concept of "infinity" for all here? When you speak in reference to "infinity", are you presuming that infinity is a distinct form or being? Do you believe that "infinity" occurs in some set location or is subject to laws which immerse it into physicality or confinement into a set identity or form? And what exactly distinguishes plain "infinity" from an "intelligent infinity"?

Intelligence is the noumenal faculty which leads to formulation of conceptualizing and development of a mental system which contains in itself various sets or complexes, from an emotional complex with various subsets to a perceptual complex which includes awareness, sensory input, communicative, creative or interactive output, and the most mysterious of all systems, the very generation of awareness. Retaining awareness does not necessarily entail that there is "intelligence" in an observable sense behind it, nor does anything which has "being" require intelligence or awareness to exist. One semi-recent example is the child born without a brain, who is still alive today at the age of 2. Clearly, this child has being. What is less clear is whether there is an intelligent component to this child's being or any type of projected awareness which is linked to this being. How could it? It lacks the necessary mainframe to develop, maintain and operate any system of awareness or intellectual development of any sets within its mental complex!

Yet, without a shadow of a doubt this being has being and undergoes the process of becoming in a form with an identity, regardless whether it has no intelligent component to it. Consider the inverse, that even though something does not have any set being, identity, form, awareness or intelligence, does not negate that fact that it may exist.

To tackle the subject of what infinity is, or was before developing an intelligent aspect to it, one must try to envision the destruction of boundary, limitation, restraint or a central focal point which constitutes a "point" in "space". Even when one closes their eyes and enters deep meditation, there is a distinct space and an originating point where there is awareness observing this space, even if one's conscious mental awareness that they are a being with a form exits the mind temporarily while in trance. Attempt to imagine an ocean or wave form, which is nothing but color and shape and perhaps sound, a synaesthetic mesh of these factors in chaotically waltzing asymmetrical geometry. It has no beginning or ending to it. There is no above or below, no walls which contain it. There is no discernible point of origin for these colors and sounds and shapes and patterns. There are no individual components to it, no fragmented portions of it outside of itself to step back and observe it, for the very concepts of fragments, portions, out/inside, it, self, do not exist in a set form or system of language or articulation. There is no direction of its potential for no directions exist. The only event taking place is its thrashing oceanic "being", a beingless being which cannot formulate any intelligent concepts, for such things as formulation of concepts, can or cannot, do not have any bearing upon it, as these would impose guidelines or limitations upon it. It lacks intelligence, yet it has a design to it, a design of being without being and movement without a central figure to enact the moving. Because there is no space for it to take place in, no distinction of internal or external, there exists no awareness, neither of itself or its activities nor that it is even performing any activity. Yes, the only thing which is would be the activity of this beingless being actively existing without awareness that it may exist or not exist. What does it matter, whether it is aware of such things? It is not even a "thing", and there is no intellectual portion which is creating conceptual divisions of "this" thing or "that" thing. "It" is not even an "it", for there is nothing to term it as an "it", nor would there be a need to, for this "it" would be the very matter which the concept of "it" would arise from. But why would any concept need to arise? There is nothing but this waltzing colorful ocean with no end or beginning, no rhyme or rhythm, and no criteria which would impose itself upon it that would shepherd it into any categorization or restraining factor to its unaware yet all-encompassing existence.

It simply is.

Perhaps, in the midst of this chaos, from this unknown "ocean" of matter, or ether, or molecules, or energy, or whatever the substance which it is comprised of, information which has no existence for there is no input or output of such data, something formed, much as one would physically build something, or forge a thought, the correct factors collided which led to the development of something so extraordinarily "different" that it became its own paradigm. Perhaps it discovered that in this frenetic, somnambulant oceanic whirlwind which is its "form" or "being", it could project a fraction of itself, within itself, but distinct from itself.

Silence. Darkness.

A pause. All activity has ceased.

There is space.

There is a focal point.

Momentary awareness, as a brief inhalation. Its directionless energy and potential has been absorbed.

But into what? This is of little concern at this point.

From this infinite ocean ingested, came digestion and dissection. Finally, there appears to be a sense of order and set design to this chaos. True linearity, however short, comes into existence. The pause continues. Unseen calculations occur.

There is a passage of events. There is awareness to be aware of this passage, of time.

Space and time, yet undeveloped, merely in their foetal stages. Still, the infinite ocean deliberates without awareness of this deliberation. But this unconscious process does not go hidden for long, for this minute awareness becomes aware that there is a process occurring in the background. Then, it becomes aware that there is a distinguishable "foreground" and "background" to it. It begins to realize that there are set formulations of things; these things are concepts, concepts which yet have no shape to them.

Why are these things arising? Is there a purpose to this process, to this awareness, to this beingness, to this infinite potential? Naturally, behind or within this awareness arises another paradigm: intelligence, spawned from a moment of controlled awareness and a shift in regular beingless beingness. Then, this awareness attached to this infinite boundless form would seek purpose, its purpose, a purpose.

Next, as its awareness grows (which presumably is extremely quickly considering it is the awareness of infinity developing intelligence), it would devise something, mixing concept, paradigm, capability, its potential, and its awareness into a melting pot, stir it, and direct this focused energy, imbued with intelligence, into...

A manifestation. A spawn of it. A creation. A distinct being.

This is the exhalation... the representation of intelligent infinity into a distinct form which is governed by the law of infinity; the divine breath:

One Infinite Creator. It is the only logical progression to arise from an intelligent formless beingless being. A being, with form, equipped with infinite awareness and intelligence fed into it by the intelligent infinity, powered by intelligent energy coursing through it, whose sole purpose and function is to generate more awareness, more intelligence, more infinity, more aspects, more possibilities, more potentials, without exhaustion of potential, without limitations, without cessation. Suddenly, there is no more chaos, no lack of direction, no lack of a discernable central point of focus. The formless has taken a form. That which had no being or sense of becoming is now a being, becoming, always performing both in flux. Yet, this manifestation, this god-wide void which now contains all possibility, is itself a possibility, the ultimate endless possibility, conjured up and contained within the infinite, a mere component of its intelligence.

All things begin and end in mystery. For what purpose does the One Infinite Creator create? What experience(s) does it seek? Perhaps it wishes to peer into what came before, a sort of scavenging for extreme prenatal memory for the very source of infinity before it developed intelligence and awareness and decided to focus its energy.

As above, so below. As we create new experiences, as we seek out the mystery of who we are, what we are, where we are, where we come from, why we are here, what here is, how we are, so too are we microcosmic reflections of the macrocosmic quest for purpose. It is all in good fun. There is no urgency or frustration, for in our/Its search, We have come to discover so much more than what we initially set out for or even expected.

I have drawn this understanding from my personal 8th density experience, although in my sharing of it I have left out one portion of the experience which, upon constant reconsideration and analysis, has had its purpose uncovered to me. Before I perceived the One Infinite Creator in its 8th density form, there was that void where I was relayed the introductory message that "We will show you the 8th density" (I still am not aware of who is this "we" which holds the ability to reveal or conceal the 8th density at will. Perhaps it was the One itself, properly referring to Itself as a plural when it is singular, yet simultaneously both). Right before the void, was the experience of timelessness and lack of boundary; I was a geometric pattern in a tremendous sea of color, shape, and sound. I have further applied all the elements of that experience into a cohesive understanding of the One Infinite Creator, Intelligent Infinity, Intelligent Energy and Infinity itself, and thus I share it with all of you in the hopes that all will experience vast refinement of their notions of these concepts.

The waltzing geometry I likened to infinity, the cessation, pause, empty void as the inhalation/development of awareness and intelligence, and the One Infinite Creator as the regurgitation/exhalation/directing of intelligent energy, with the various distortions coming soon after. I use this experience as the framework or springboard to approach, study and draw and refine my understanding from when plumbing the Law of One.

I propose an offer to you all.

When the day comes, when we are all 4th density aware beings, and either we have formed a social memory complex, or at the very least we all possess transparency of mind and the ability to literally share thoughts, memories, and visions with one another from our stores of consciousness, I swear to every single being that I will make you all experience first-hand what infinity truly is. I make this promise with the extreme confidence that my experience was the genuine experience of the One Infinite Creator, and to a lesser extent of certainty, Intelligent Infinity, and Infinity before it became aware. I hope to do so by being able to mentally share this memory and experience with all other minds.

However, I am not aware what will happen when other minds possess this experience of knowing themselves semi-first-hand as the One Infinite Creator. Would this be an infringement of Free Will? Perhaps not, if all are already aware and accepting of their nature as such. If all entities in the Creation became aware of their nature and true original form, then this would constitute the end of this octave. We won't need to worry about that however, not just yet, as I have a feeling that this experience will only be disseminated in our personal social memory complex.

What will come afterwards is a mystery.

In any case, if anybody is aware of how to actively transfer visions/memories/thoughts/experiences between minds, it would be greatly appreciated if you could assist me in developing this ability. I can visualize the experience from memory just fine, not just the image but the sensation of absolute unity and infinite expansion, but what I seek to do is implant this experience into other curious and receptive intensely seeking minds. Otherwise, I'll just continue trying to learn this on my own so I could begin to do this from 3rd density awareness, and if this does not come to fruition then I don't mind waiting until we're all existing with 4th density awareness. It would make this task much, much more easy and feasible.

Eternal blessings, my friends. Let us all bask in the beauty of mind-boggling paradoxes and infinite mystery!