the need for pairing

[Sagittarius]

I have always felt like I would be single my whole life and strangely enough It doesn't really bother me, I think that catalyst was there to help me let go. Truth is I have never really felt chemistry with any girl other then in a friendly way.

Its amazing how the root chakra makes one contempt with being alone.

Noticed it quite intensely when i once took 3.5g (massive overdose, dont recomend it) of an extasy analouge. Extasy and its analouges have the general theme of reducing the energetic activity of the exact mirror opposites of what they strengthen, meaning the root and either celiac or solar plexus takes a huge punch (larger, the more you ingest).
This made me suuuuuper sad and devastated over the fact of being alone (and always having ben alone).

We all desire to be loved... Self love goes up with the Sacrum.



My still untested belief is that we will meet our mirror opposite once we are firmly of the exact same balance/activity we are hoping to find.

Yeh I noticed that as well with ecstasy, 3.5 grams wow that would have been intense. Not to go of topic but did you find ecstasy increased the vividness of visualisations to the extreme, ie actually seeing what you visualize in I guess what you could describe as HD in your mind?

Back on topic, I see my mirror in my dreams every now and then always with different features and circumstances but the feeling is always the same, she pops up every now and then and did in-fact last night after posting in this thread funnily enough. She keeps me on track reminding me I'am not alone.