01-14-2010, 11:39 AM
(01-14-2010, 11:16 AM)ayadew Wrote: fairyfarmgirl: I see, forgive me for making assumptions. We all experience things differently, and I understand that it can be felt as a very vulnerable state. Indeed, I have got the impression that spirituality from ego is common. Your wiccan-group in your wanderer-thread only mirrored my experience too well... and thus I've decided to stay quite solitary in my spiritual practice.
airwaves: Thank you for being you. Do as you see fit, if they do not appreciate your love, then it could be a good idea to simply let them be and accept them for who they are at this time. You can feel for them without making any physical expression of this, which is perhaps what they feel as annoying.
This thread is now what we've made of it, but the text fairyfarmgirl posted was great.
Ayadew:
For many years I considered myself a solitary natural witch... in the wiccan community when I would show up for something... they called me (and in a hissing voice I might add) a "kitchen witch." LOL at the time I was quite offended but now I find it quite funny! LOL Anyone who partakes of the foods I make come away feeling like they have never had anything so good as what they have eaten. They ask for my recipes and I give them out freely... but no one can make it quite like fairy. LOL I always instruct them to think good thoughts whilst cooking... but not many are schooled in morphogenectic fields.
Solitary practice has been a gold mine of experience for me and it was as it was necessary to be... if I had tried to blend in and became indoctrinated in their "wiccan bs" I would not have expanded into awareness as I have done. It was very challenging though to go at it alone, though.