Indigo and Orange Wings-- Emergence in Full Energy

[fairyfarmgirl]

Namaste sweet Fairyfarmgirl... I'm very happy you're here with us. When you told about how you met your man, I sighed with relief I was so happy for that. I'm sorry, I'm a sucker for love. No person should have to go through the things you had to go through.

You carry some serious "not wanted" karma. I'm glad it's letting go. You've always been loved.

Namaste

Through my travels as I have begun to speak of my story... I have learned that many many starseeds are left feeling "unwanted" many are abused, tortured, abandoned, raped and medicated. They are thrown away and sold into slavery... these are the children that do not blend in. In Africa and parts of Asia and the Middle East if they are female they are murdered or mutilated and killed for witchcraft. This is an issue greater than me or my karma... this is an issue of Humanity being disconnected from their soul. It is also an issue of the primitive red ray being overactivated so anything that is considered "different" is considered to be a threat to be neutralized. The real fun in my life did not begin until we moved to Maine. Which was a choice that I was consulted in... and many attempts were made to assist them in choosing to stay in NJ... but to no avail... my mother was hypnotized by the unseen inhabitants living in the house... a portal of sorts.

It is only because I was aware early and had the unseens assisting me actively that I survived that which I did... I gave the annotated version of my life... I called out to my husband since childhood... he heard me but was not able to pinpoint the place of the call... we literally have spent most of life missing each other--- barely. Until one day, he was clear enough to hear and the relay messenger was adamant that he go and assist me... so he did. If it had not been for the friend we would have missed connecting... and I can assure you I would not be here. What I was enduring was not part of my original soul contract.

I thank you for your kind words. I too am relieved that my mate finally showed up. I tell him he was very very late.

fairyfarmgirl

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Wow fairy, your catalyst makes mine look like a walk through the park . This may sound wierd but, I had a feeling that your story would sound like that, almost word for word, like we have met. Indeed we may have all things considered! Congrats on finding a home and someone who loves and accepts you and yours, for that is something we all need, coming from places where hearts were undefended and where compassion held sway.

I love you, how could anyone not.

L/L

Thank you for your kinds words. From a human they mean much. Love--fairyfarmgirl

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Thank you for sharing your story, fairyfarmgirl. It is strange that reading about so many difficulties was so heartwarming - maybe because I already knew that in the end (ok I know there is no end, just using the old phrase) all is well, and getting better by the day, but I think even more because all through your story the open heart is vividly felt.

Life is getting better day by day... especially now since the portals are open and LIGHT is finally streaming to the EARTH/Gaia... otherwise it would be the same old sh*t. I am finally able to do that which I am to do here.

fairyfarmgirl