01-28-2009, 10:53 PM
yeah, doesn't Ra say at some point that we should pursue whatever experiences we really desire, and not try and hold back and control ourselves so much? I don't remember exactly where, but pretty sure they do. Seems to me like it is just a part of the infinite variety of experiences the creator can have of itself, and so is a perfect aspect of the creator like all others, and in a more finite sense it is just a natural part of our development or the development of some, an experience they choose to have and they create. It's obvious that some feelings of negative polarity are finding expression there, but I think of it more like certain negative things that are engaged in by animals or by humans who aren't really aware of what they're doing. I suppose it's different for us because we are in the "choice" density, but yaknow it's one of those things that we do, and if you want to do it, you can, and it will probably keep you asleep, but that doesn't really matter because no matter where you are along the path you're really perfect all along...which may be a moot point in the context of our development, but I kindjust think that you do what you do when you're ready to do it, and you don't do what you don't do when you're ready not to do it, so...just seems like it's not something to worry about too much. Because, of course, it doesn't infringe on free will. Anyway, that's my take on it.