3d is fun, stop bashing 3d

[Sagittarius]

I'm feeling pretty good now too. At least I have a decent job to go to tomorrow.
I may not always like the work, but it keeps me busy.

I never got that demony look, but I'm sure people could tell that before I wasn't right in the head.

I think Sag that our two experiences were different, though both scary. At least I'm in a calm now.

I've also never had a craving for smoking, though I have tried it out of curiosity. Never stuck with me though.

I don't think anyone has the same experience especially when it comes to the transition. I have no doubt it was caused by the solar flares, I noticed friends and family where all sickish last week as well although no where near as affected as I was.

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3d is about the rollercoaster of life. The wheel of fortune. The cycle of life.

Maybe it's just the energy, but for the past week I feel horrible - hopeless, despairing, lost, abandoned. Almost like it's my dark night of the soul time - I see the presence of intelligent infinity, but yet I am stuck in my reoccurring/incarnative (and recently resurgent) catalyst...I've tried looking at my catalyst every which way to decipher what lesson I am to learn.

After much contemplation, and looking at my life over the years and the reoccurring theme of catalysts (for which I have learned many lessons, but now am at a loss of what more I have to learn with this same type of catalyst), I believe that my primary lesson to learn is ultimately long-term faith that there is a brighter day...and that this darkness I may have to endure, as I have, for many more years in some form/fashion, until such a time that dawn truly comes.

It's time like these that I really look forward to the end of 3d...

Higher self if you are reading this: There is no rush man, we have infinite time to evolve, next time let's decide on just a wee bit less incarnative catalyst next time please lol.

It passes man, I know exactly how you feel hehe. Sucks a lot though I know, worst feeling in the world easily. I try to look at it like a challenge, we are the ones who have it hardest and for very good reason we are the strongest entities on this planet and no one else could carry the burden we are.