I AM Wanderer?

[kdsii]

Giddy, and frustrating at times!
Cause you know, you want to grasp at that split-second recollection and learn more about it, but it's gone.
I also have dreams of those that I love, but in the dreams they are different than I know them now to be.
Same people, same soul, different times. The relationships and harmonies/disharmonies are always very similar, but with a different backstory.

Welcome Dave .)

Thank you for the interesting read, give it some "time". You will get the answers you need by a myriad of ways. The pressure to know everything right away when you think you need to, is quite burdening. Live in the moment and do what you can from "here".
Enjoy the ride.

The sense of 'hey, I know this!' and 'I've never seen this before', mixed, are puzzling

Id swap the word puzzling with giddy .D