06-17-2012, 02:22 PM
(06-17-2012, 11:21 AM)TheEternal Wrote: Yes, that is the same idea! Being "enlightened", as in filled with light, I think is important. Is the relationship "enlightened", or, exactly as you say, creating positive, growing force rather than a diminishing one?
That is a cool synchronicity too!
Also, to Great Spirit, I don't think you are "mentally ill", and I have a very strong belief that individuals do not have "genetic bindings". You are not restricted by any fate that is in your blood. Your anger comes from your experiences and your perceptions that have arisen as a result of your feelings towards the men in your family. You fear yourself because you fear you will be like them, and that by existing you are "perpetuating them". However, I would, personally, completely disregard such thought and consider yourself as an individual. There is no one who is bound who is capable of looking at themselves and choosing how they want to be. You are not your father, or your brother or half brother or anyone else but YOU. It might also be considerable that you may be a little angry because you have restricted your own life and consciousness based on perceived "karma" received from your male side and that you thus have to punish or suppress this male side to prevent further "affliction". These are just some thoughts that came to me that I thought you should know. I hope I didn't offend or anything, blessings, love and light.
No offense taken and I appreciate your input. I'm a big believer in free will/choice as opposed to "my DNA made me do it". But trust me when I say that my dad has done some unforgivable things and that is my biggest fear, although rest assured I DO NOT have those impulses whatsoever.