06-10-2012, 04:47 PM
Thank you all for your kind words and welcomes. Indeed Patrick, I feel as if I have so much more to awaken to in the grand scheme. Waking up was just a stepping stone, as I have so much more to experience and learn from.
Thank you for you very uplifting comments, Lycen. My intuition has served me oh so well in the past, so I look to it for guidance whenever I feel lost, as it has never left me astray.
Shin'Ar, the most profound thing in the Ra material to me was indeed the title, "The Law of One." Specifically, Ra's emphasis on the absolute simultaneity of everything really moved me. While I can never fully understand time in that manner while in this body, the fraction I can understand is very profound to me. Infinity is so hard to grasp, but through the Law of One, I came to a greater understanding of it. Indeed every time I look at the stars (now, and as a child), I imagine the infinite amount of beings just like me doing the same thing all over the universe.
When I say, "I am awake", I mean I have awakened that inside of me that has been sleeping for, oh so long. The compassion, the love, the empathy, the altruism, everything. Everything that has been suppressed over the last 23 years of my life, mainly through school. What I mean when I say I am now awake, I mean that I now understand the feelings I have had all my life. I have always felt as if everything will be all right, but I now understand WHY everything will be all right. I have always felt deep love for everyone else, but now I understand why I feel that. I have become more of an observer of my life now, as opposed to always reacting. I speak much less to friends and family, but my words carry much more meaning. Sometimes I just want to hang out with friends and bath in their light/love with them, barely speaking at all, but enjoying the bliss of their presence. I haven't been sad since I have understood the Ra material. Everytime fear comes along, I observe it instead of reacting to it. I try to not shut it out, but instead use it to display my level of balance. This is what I mean when I say, "I am awake."
How do I know I am not alone? Firstly, from the Ra material I "remembered" that all things are one. In fact everything I can and will ever experience, is only myself. I even really knew this before Ra, because of the experiments done on quantum entanglement. Indeed, every proton, of every atom, of every molecule is interconnected over infinite distances as shown in quantum mechanics. While scientists don't take this to the next step, I know that this discovery means all things are connected. When combined with the knowledge that everything is conscious, I know I am never alone. I know everything is conscious just from experience. I can feel the life from Earth when I walk on it. I can feel the joy of the sand running through my fingers, allowing me to experience myself in this way and me allowing the sand to experience itself in this way.
What do I forget? Sometimes I get caught up in the everyday things. I am a fairly sensitive person. It doesn't take much from someone to cut me down, even though I am getting better and better at understanding why these things happen and using them as a catalyst. Sometimes it throws me off, how my best friend in the world will defend his illusion (provided by propaganda) to the point of chastising me for even thinking outside the box. The illusion for most people is so strong, and I sometimes get caught up in it, filling me with fear sometimes and causing me to forget the oneness. However, I am getting better at using this catalyst as a tool for growth rather than a limitation.
I am unsure what is you mean by the term, "field" in your second to last paragraph. Could you clear up my confusion?
I don't know where I have been. I have never had a profound out of body experience or anything like that, only just a feeling inside. Very subtle. Worry not, Shin'Ar, I know you mean no insult. These forums are a loving place, serving as teach/learn experiences, so say what you will. If you would, could you describe this strangeness you feel about me? Indeed, throughout life I have always been strange to nearly everyone, even my best friends.
I have never had a past life reading done. How would one go about doing this? Also, you said, "but I have to use the word they want me to use." Who is this they you mention?
Shin'Ar, thank you for your kind words and questions. I enjoy this discourse, and have indeed learned much about myself while searching for the answers to your questions.
Take care friends,
Michael
Thank you for you very uplifting comments, Lycen. My intuition has served me oh so well in the past, so I look to it for guidance whenever I feel lost, as it has never left me astray.
Shin'Ar, the most profound thing in the Ra material to me was indeed the title, "The Law of One." Specifically, Ra's emphasis on the absolute simultaneity of everything really moved me. While I can never fully understand time in that manner while in this body, the fraction I can understand is very profound to me. Infinity is so hard to grasp, but through the Law of One, I came to a greater understanding of it. Indeed every time I look at the stars (now, and as a child), I imagine the infinite amount of beings just like me doing the same thing all over the universe.
When I say, "I am awake", I mean I have awakened that inside of me that has been sleeping for, oh so long. The compassion, the love, the empathy, the altruism, everything. Everything that has been suppressed over the last 23 years of my life, mainly through school. What I mean when I say I am now awake, I mean that I now understand the feelings I have had all my life. I have always felt as if everything will be all right, but I now understand WHY everything will be all right. I have always felt deep love for everyone else, but now I understand why I feel that. I have become more of an observer of my life now, as opposed to always reacting. I speak much less to friends and family, but my words carry much more meaning. Sometimes I just want to hang out with friends and bath in their light/love with them, barely speaking at all, but enjoying the bliss of their presence. I haven't been sad since I have understood the Ra material. Everytime fear comes along, I observe it instead of reacting to it. I try to not shut it out, but instead use it to display my level of balance. This is what I mean when I say, "I am awake."
How do I know I am not alone? Firstly, from the Ra material I "remembered" that all things are one. In fact everything I can and will ever experience, is only myself. I even really knew this before Ra, because of the experiments done on quantum entanglement. Indeed, every proton, of every atom, of every molecule is interconnected over infinite distances as shown in quantum mechanics. While scientists don't take this to the next step, I know that this discovery means all things are connected. When combined with the knowledge that everything is conscious, I know I am never alone. I know everything is conscious just from experience. I can feel the life from Earth when I walk on it. I can feel the joy of the sand running through my fingers, allowing me to experience myself in this way and me allowing the sand to experience itself in this way.
What do I forget? Sometimes I get caught up in the everyday things. I am a fairly sensitive person. It doesn't take much from someone to cut me down, even though I am getting better and better at understanding why these things happen and using them as a catalyst. Sometimes it throws me off, how my best friend in the world will defend his illusion (provided by propaganda) to the point of chastising me for even thinking outside the box. The illusion for most people is so strong, and I sometimes get caught up in it, filling me with fear sometimes and causing me to forget the oneness. However, I am getting better at using this catalyst as a tool for growth rather than a limitation.
I am unsure what is you mean by the term, "field" in your second to last paragraph. Could you clear up my confusion?
I don't know where I have been. I have never had a profound out of body experience or anything like that, only just a feeling inside. Very subtle. Worry not, Shin'Ar, I know you mean no insult. These forums are a loving place, serving as teach/learn experiences, so say what you will. If you would, could you describe this strangeness you feel about me? Indeed, throughout life I have always been strange to nearly everyone, even my best friends.
I have never had a past life reading done. How would one go about doing this? Also, you said, "but I have to use the word they want me to use." Who is this they you mention?
Shin'Ar, thank you for your kind words and questions. I enjoy this discourse, and have indeed learned much about myself while searching for the answers to your questions.
Take care friends,
Michael
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