Thinking about changing polarities

[Brittany]

Your gift to the Creator is not which polarity you choose to vibrate in, but that you choose to be all that you are in any given moment, with honesty and vibrancy. Simply allow yourself to feel, and seek to understand the nature of these feelings. Know what you want, what you believe in, and why. When you are completely honest with yourself and true to your highest ideals, the choice happens naturally and all manner of opportunities will appear before you. Trying to fit yourself into one pre-packaged box simply because a different pre-packaged box has brought you discomfort is counterproductive. Throw away the boxes and sleep under the stars.

I have no opinion on which polarity you "should" be...I only encourage you to look deep into your own soul and be honest with what you see. However, I have undergone something extremely similar to what you describe, and I think I know the "direction" you are coming from, so-to-speak. If you would like someone you can share these feelings with in depth without being judged, feel free to PM me.

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In all honesty, I think tossing around "STS" and "STO" labels is really screwing people up.