Critical mass of... something

[Diana]

Life is irritating, life is joyful.

I know what you mean. It is this very juxtaposition that enriches experience. Although I do not like the feelings of despair that can arise from living in this challenging world.

At my worst moments, I remember that I came here to do something, and that gives me courage and purpose to persevere. Then I ask myself, what would make it possible for me to stay and have some degree of contentment. For me, that is something which feeds my spirit and at the same time reaches out to the world. Having a purpose makes all the difference.