Transit of Venus, 2012

[Avocado]

And how did everyone feel?
The pleiadian alignment / solar eclipse had me feeling tired, exhausted and headachey.
Whereas I feel like Venus has filled my vessel to the brim, to the point of overflowing with love...
yesterday she even gave me two of her items, a rose and a cherry, while I was walking home!!
It might not sound much to others but it moved me deeply, the synchronicity and loveliness of it all.

Sometimes I'm skeptical but it's becoming clear to me how real and deep synchronistic phenomena are. When I read this it doesn't sound like much, that is, until pondering that which can't be shared so easily. The feelings.

How did it feel to me? This was THE most emotional day in many months and this time the emotions were clearly associated with an open heart. In the past intense emotions were more frustration oriented. While this time there may have been some frustration, the feelings of compassion were undeniable. The events of this day were symbolic and reflective of this. I had a novel moment with my father where I perceived his and my pain as one, thus I approached our conversation with an open heart. My conversation with my spiritual therapist earlier that day seemed to prime this. An old friend with autism contacted me. I was thrilled to hear from him. He has such a big heart. I've never been more ready to accept him back into my life. My close friend's father passed away. I know his father is ok but I feel deep pain for his family. I've never dealt with something like this but it's ok, I'm learning.

I've been skeptical but open to planetary masses affecting human psychology and spirituality. Whatever the case one thing's for sure; whatever the influence of the transit of Venus was I felt and witnessed some of the effects.

Finally, I could choose to feel that sharing this on bring4th takes away from this experience, but I don't. Rather, I choose to share it instead of feeling so isolated and claustrophobic in this body. I needed to get it out so thank god we've created such a place as this where I finally feel free to be 100% myself.

phew...I feel better now