01-05-2010, 09:09 PM
I would agree that only you can truly interpret your dreams. It is your subconscious speaking, after all. If I had to offer an interpretation, I would say perhaps it represents a fear of letting go…a fear of surrender that will result in abandonment and confusion. You might be feeling overwhelmed by the spiritual changes in your life right now and fear that it could impact your relationships with others. This enlightening of the mind could also be causing you to perceive flaws within your being, causing feelings of unworthiness and doubt. I think the one family member that stayed with you could represent your guidance, or perhaps your direct link to the Creator, but then again that is only my opinion. I have had people interpret my dreams and I disagreed with them totally.
Not to sound overdramatic, but I would wonder if it was possible if, in raising this energy, you perhaps unknowingly allowed a negative source an entry into your mind. I was reading in book III of Ra today that at times Carla wanted to channel Ra and (sometimes subconsciously) got in the mindset of channeling only to be greeted by a negative entity that attempted to trick her into leaving her body so it could sever the connection. Placing yourself in this mindset not only allows those of positive polarization the opportunity to be of service to you, but perhaps those of negative polarity as well. A beacon is seen by both sides. The fear and anxiety this dream produced could have been an attempt to distract you from your original goal. Of course, this is completely objective as well.
No matter the origin, I think you handled this catalyst quite well. You balanced all of your emotions and became more aware of yourself in the process, so regardless of the cause the end result was favorable. I would consider it an important growth experience.
Not to sound overdramatic, but I would wonder if it was possible if, in raising this energy, you perhaps unknowingly allowed a negative source an entry into your mind. I was reading in book III of Ra today that at times Carla wanted to channel Ra and (sometimes subconsciously) got in the mindset of channeling only to be greeted by a negative entity that attempted to trick her into leaving her body so it could sever the connection. Placing yourself in this mindset not only allows those of positive polarization the opportunity to be of service to you, but perhaps those of negative polarity as well. A beacon is seen by both sides. The fear and anxiety this dream produced could have been an attempt to distract you from your original goal. Of course, this is completely objective as well.
No matter the origin, I think you handled this catalyst quite well. You balanced all of your emotions and became more aware of yourself in the process, so regardless of the cause the end result was favorable. I would consider it an important growth experience.