06-06-2012, 04:56 PM
When I was a Christian I used to find the credits song from "The Two Towers" that says "we are lost, we can never go home" really creepy especially since I believed it applied to billions of people that I felt compassion for...and maybe even myself since I was never entirely sure of my own "salvation."
Now that I have various more resonant teachings like LOO I actually am less afraid that I won't ever find my way home, because the idea of being a wanderer seems to come with the idea that someone sent you here and will be waiting for you to come back...and even if I somehow manage to completely mess things up and get karmically required to go through another 3D cycle, that's still only a temporary thing and we presumably get to reconnect with our complete soul memory "library" after each incarnation to be reminded of who we really are and where home is...
Now that I have various more resonant teachings like LOO I actually am less afraid that I won't ever find my way home, because the idea of being a wanderer seems to come with the idea that someone sent you here and will be waiting for you to come back...and even if I somehow manage to completely mess things up and get karmically required to go through another 3D cycle, that's still only a temporary thing and we presumably get to reconnect with our complete soul memory "library" after each incarnation to be reminded of who we really are and where home is...