Experience of 4D

[native]

A kind of mode of perception where your inner thoughts are reflected int he dialogues of the outer world.

Yes exactly. You're describing the unity of thought.

"..the complete unity of thought which binds all things."

"You will find an infinite array of contradictory requests for information or lack of information from this source if you listen carefully to those whose voices you may hear. This is all one voice to which you resonate upon a certain frequency."

I went through an experience where I unexpectedly became highly sensitive to this, and the resonance of inner thought and outer experience began pulling me into a perceptual type of reality. I wasn't hallucinating or anything, but my mind functioned as it does in the psychedelic state, albeit at a lower level.

The bad part is that something negative (or was it just me?) began feeding discouraging thoughts. It was madness honestly.

Long story short, I realized you can't get caught up analyzing every thought and interaction around you, thinking that one is developing a higher mind. It is impossible to process or understand the outer experience fully, given the "infinite array" of meaning and interpretation. I can't find it at the moment, but Ra mentions how it's not possible to fully integrate 3d catalyst into unity..something about its randomness possibly..can't remember the wording. And there's this..

Thusly, the veil is shown both somewhat lifted and still present, since the work of mind and its transformation involves progressive lifting of the great veil betwixt conscious and deep minds. The complete success of this attempt is not properly a portion of third-density work and, more especially, third-density mental processes.

So I just wanted to point out the dangers of getting caught in the mind and its interpretations. I'm more focused on being, by finding ways to help others.