05-28-2012, 04:14 PM
The more I try to remember stuff from my 6th the more surreal it get. ITs like I CAN get it, and operate in it, but my level of operating at it right now is almost like less than a infant so that while I can observe and tag along despite all i've done im eons behind the other creatures i see on that level.
I remember being so in awe of how perfectly the others follow the mathmathical formula behind the scene. And why that formula is only playing out because I asked to be shown the machinations of creation itself.
IT was like being shown a suspended slide show of pure creation and magic and when it was over we all hugged and departed. I See the people still but the spirits are sort of in the background because I want myself to be. It is beyond difficult to explain because it requires both shattering and re-integrating both space/Time as well as time/space. I've been playing with the idea of having a presentation on this years homecoming and see what happens. Most of what I saw I have no desire to put on the web, even on b4, this I believe is somethign that many can resonate with. Why some confusion is needed.
Also, I apologize if I seem "know-it-all-ish". It is why i prefer to give short answers in writing.
I remember being so in awe of how perfectly the others follow the mathmathical formula behind the scene. And why that formula is only playing out because I asked to be shown the machinations of creation itself.
IT was like being shown a suspended slide show of pure creation and magic and when it was over we all hugged and departed. I See the people still but the spirits are sort of in the background because I want myself to be. It is beyond difficult to explain because it requires both shattering and re-integrating both space/Time as well as time/space. I've been playing with the idea of having a presentation on this years homecoming and see what happens. Most of what I saw I have no desire to put on the web, even on b4, this I believe is somethign that many can resonate with. Why some confusion is needed.
Also, I apologize if I seem "know-it-all-ish". It is why i prefer to give short answers in writing.