05-28-2012, 03:48 PM
I Think its kind of like this, though not exactly like this
Every choice you make colors your view
Every choice you make changes what future choices you will make
Once you have made enough choices to have a coherant way of acting you will see the world reflect that, or you will hide from it
If you hide from it you stay 3rd, if you dont the wedge in you rmind slowly drives you "insane" trying to find what is wrong
When you dont find it, you usually go to a dark place emotionally.
When you go to a dark place you can eithe think that you are there because others are bastards, you can think you are there because you are a bastard.
Either way, after sufficiently long time in a dark place you will "meet yourself".
What actually happens is that when your energy wave hits a two slotted divisor (watch what the bleep) one part goes one way and one part another. Now, what happens if instead of having a straight wall, you have two pipes with two divisors at the end and both pointing at a different wall?
The electron has, seemingly, out of nowhere, duplicated itself and landed on 2 walls despite only 1 electron, you with me thus far?
What happens is that when you make a choice, your opposite makes the SAME CHOICE but in "mirrorland"
So when you turn inwards, your mirror doesnt turn outwards, it turns inwards but in its world view, when you turn inwards enough you start to "hear" the echo of the universe itself turning inwards (as perceived in world line destruction and or isolation)
Once you turn inwards enough you notice your own echo on the wall and physically see that all is one, because you are literally in the same space/time with the same entity as yourself who is in time/space
"The advantage of being on a journey is that someone might introduce you to yourself"
What happens when you ascend is that you are in close enough contact with your higher self, as represented by another physical self or hallucinated self that you are able to in him see all tha tyou should see in yourself but block yourself to see. Because the higher self, in my opinion, HATES being seen directly because that means that you'll either die or be close to dying or want to die.
So when it actually happens for you, it will come out of the blue in a sudden flash when you realise you are looking at yourself in a paraller world at the same time which means that there is no death or that you are already dead, at this point most people freak out, i certainly do. Which means im not ready to become only my higher self, but that if i were, it would gladly merge with me as soon as i want to. So, after taht meeting was over i've fluctuated between all the major chakras, singularity and rebirth and i'm slowly settling back into the relative space of the point where I left space/time and transitioned to time/space when i switched place with my alter self and am now slowly transitioning back. As a result of the transition my understanding is such taht i'd say i'm very very very very very (add quite a few very's here) early 4thD (that is to say, while my 3rd eye (6th density) might be very advanced, my 4th is not, so, while i feel at home in the 6th, i feel uneasy there becasue i feel that my 4th is still out of wack. Which I cant correct without making choices nor can i experience to see if its "right" without being in the 4th
So i jump back and forth between 3rd 4th 5th and 6th and as I harmonize my instrument i can feel that the people i talk with that I can tell are 2nd or 3rd density primarily feel a strong compulsion to leave my presence if I raise higher because space/time starts to curve and it feels very uncomfortable to an entity not ready to "harvest"
My experience of being in the 6th while being aware of it is is being in this total awareness that all around me have the same awareness but due to its holy nature it must not be mentioned in public and in certainty or this illusion ends. So, why 3rd hurts is that I know there is this great divine love out there but I Cant talk of it to people much because it is after what they would call death and to understand it would be to die (transcend the illusion of the physical body) so, most days, i sit and read and smile.
Every choice you make colors your view
Every choice you make changes what future choices you will make
Once you have made enough choices to have a coherant way of acting you will see the world reflect that, or you will hide from it
If you hide from it you stay 3rd, if you dont the wedge in you rmind slowly drives you "insane" trying to find what is wrong
When you dont find it, you usually go to a dark place emotionally.
When you go to a dark place you can eithe think that you are there because others are bastards, you can think you are there because you are a bastard.
Either way, after sufficiently long time in a dark place you will "meet yourself".
What actually happens is that when your energy wave hits a two slotted divisor (watch what the bleep) one part goes one way and one part another. Now, what happens if instead of having a straight wall, you have two pipes with two divisors at the end and both pointing at a different wall?
The electron has, seemingly, out of nowhere, duplicated itself and landed on 2 walls despite only 1 electron, you with me thus far?
What happens is that when you make a choice, your opposite makes the SAME CHOICE but in "mirrorland"
So when you turn inwards, your mirror doesnt turn outwards, it turns inwards but in its world view, when you turn inwards enough you start to "hear" the echo of the universe itself turning inwards (as perceived in world line destruction and or isolation)
Once you turn inwards enough you notice your own echo on the wall and physically see that all is one, because you are literally in the same space/time with the same entity as yourself who is in time/space
"The advantage of being on a journey is that someone might introduce you to yourself"
What happens when you ascend is that you are in close enough contact with your higher self, as represented by another physical self or hallucinated self that you are able to in him see all tha tyou should see in yourself but block yourself to see. Because the higher self, in my opinion, HATES being seen directly because that means that you'll either die or be close to dying or want to die.
So when it actually happens for you, it will come out of the blue in a sudden flash when you realise you are looking at yourself in a paraller world at the same time which means that there is no death or that you are already dead, at this point most people freak out, i certainly do. Which means im not ready to become only my higher self, but that if i were, it would gladly merge with me as soon as i want to. So, after taht meeting was over i've fluctuated between all the major chakras, singularity and rebirth and i'm slowly settling back into the relative space of the point where I left space/time and transitioned to time/space when i switched place with my alter self and am now slowly transitioning back. As a result of the transition my understanding is such taht i'd say i'm very very very very very (add quite a few very's here) early 4thD (that is to say, while my 3rd eye (6th density) might be very advanced, my 4th is not, so, while i feel at home in the 6th, i feel uneasy there becasue i feel that my 4th is still out of wack. Which I cant correct without making choices nor can i experience to see if its "right" without being in the 4th
So i jump back and forth between 3rd 4th 5th and 6th and as I harmonize my instrument i can feel that the people i talk with that I can tell are 2nd or 3rd density primarily feel a strong compulsion to leave my presence if I raise higher because space/time starts to curve and it feels very uncomfortable to an entity not ready to "harvest"
My experience of being in the 6th while being aware of it is is being in this total awareness that all around me have the same awareness but due to its holy nature it must not be mentioned in public and in certainty or this illusion ends. So, why 3rd hurts is that I know there is this great divine love out there but I Cant talk of it to people much because it is after what they would call death and to understand it would be to die (transcend the illusion of the physical body) so, most days, i sit and read and smile.