05-28-2012, 03:24 PM
IF this was 4th D negative, there would most likely be a whole lot more hellfire and people torture in the streets. I dont think that anyone but the extremely rare wanderer going to 4th D negative for more than a very short time period was at any point likely.
My view was that I intentionaly polarized negative as much as possible just when the Harvest hit for me personally while most of my life i've strived to polarize positive. The reason for this is that while I felt that its probable that I have enough positive to just jump, i wanted to be sure that i got into 4th because I was almost certain that once I could take the pain that is neccesary in the 4th D negative to as quickly as possible and as effectively as possible turn to 4th D positive.
Worked in my world view. Somehow I felt that it was easier to jump to 4th D negative and from that to 4th D positive than straight from 3rd D positive to 4th D positive. I suppose we all have our distortions and so on.
Funny thing is, thats jsut one day i'm describing, most days I feel like I start from the 1st density all over =)
My view was that I intentionaly polarized negative as much as possible just when the Harvest hit for me personally while most of my life i've strived to polarize positive. The reason for this is that while I felt that its probable that I have enough positive to just jump, i wanted to be sure that i got into 4th because I was almost certain that once I could take the pain that is neccesary in the 4th D negative to as quickly as possible and as effectively as possible turn to 4th D positive.
Worked in my world view. Somehow I felt that it was easier to jump to 4th D negative and from that to 4th D positive than straight from 3rd D positive to 4th D positive. I suppose we all have our distortions and so on.
Funny thing is, thats jsut one day i'm describing, most days I feel like I start from the 1st density all over =)
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