Experience of 4D

[AnthroHeart]

Another experience is colors begin changing on videos in real time in order to find my preference. It's all automatic.

Once again I was fooled. Such is my life. Turns out these color changes were part of the videos themselves. Not me creating them.
And I realize now I didn't "create" any Nickleback videos. They were already there for me to discover. I'm such a naive being. Such happens when one's mental state is affected. You begin thinking that you're the cause of many things.

I honestly thought I was posting my last post from within time/space, and not space/time.

I've been as high as an angel, and low as thinking I was the anti-christ. It certainly is a hero's journey. I'll try being more rational in the future. It's been fun, but I sort of feel all foolish now. Amazing what I learned about myself.

Thanks Patrick for your heartwarming words.

The days feeling like there were 20 days long though felt completely real. It's weird how the mind works. And I remember feeling unconditional love for that moment. What does it all mean?