05-23-2012, 05:41 PM
I have had many times where I thought I was harvested already to 4D. It has become difficult to maintain a positive polarity, whereas the forces of destruction are quite compelling. I have wanted with all my being to become 4D harvestable, but perhaps I am trying too hard. I am eager for the lessons of 4D. My mind and body feels weary here in 3D.