05-22-2012, 07:18 PM
(This post was last modified: 05-22-2012, 07:28 PM by AnthroHeart.)
Eternal, you're so right about destruction. During my spiritual experience I was compelled to follow a Defiant path, uttering phrases like "destroy the Universe" and "bring the Universe to singularity" and "infinite paradox". I became quite destructive in what I was uttering. That was back when I had some spiritual mass behind me that I truly believed my words had influence. I had wanted to destory what was (within me) so that new could be rebuilt.
It's beginning to make sense now.
I was even asked "do you want to be separated from God?" and something inside me immediately answered, "yes, infinite separation." I'm not sure why a part of me was so strong to answer like that. But that's what happened. It's so ironic because I'm sensitive to even a little bit of separation.
In all though, I find Creation much more beautiful.
It's beginning to make sense now.
I was even asked "do you want to be separated from God?" and something inside me immediately answered, "yes, infinite separation." I'm not sure why a part of me was so strong to answer like that. But that's what happened. It's so ironic because I'm sensitive to even a little bit of separation.
In all though, I find Creation much more beautiful.