12-31-2009, 07:12 AM
I've sent a few donations to L/L Research, which essentially is their household (I think?). It's difficult to help others by monetary means when you already live below existence-minimum. This is a pity... it's an unfair world, but that's what happens when a select few decide to take all the physical money/power for themselves.
There are so many holes to fill in this world, endless amounts. I think it's important to come to terms with that, not saying that to use it as an argument to not help Carla or others though, but the world is exactly as we want it to be right now.
I've seen so much death, and perhaps it's Carla's time soon. For a person that was thought to die at an early age to live to 66, that's a miraculous feat. In a way I have become quite numb to death though, and the knowledge that consciousness is permanent no matter what doesn't really aid in my resolution to aid.
I'm not very comfortable with that thought still, so I havn't come to terms yet with the suffering of this world. I will miss her dearly if we was to dissapear from this existence...
If I can spare some money, I will send. I can go talking about rational concepts forever around this, but what I feel to be right, regardless of any paradoxes, is to help
There are so many holes to fill in this world, endless amounts. I think it's important to come to terms with that, not saying that to use it as an argument to not help Carla or others though, but the world is exactly as we want it to be right now.
I've seen so much death, and perhaps it's Carla's time soon. For a person that was thought to die at an early age to live to 66, that's a miraculous feat. In a way I have become quite numb to death though, and the knowledge that consciousness is permanent no matter what doesn't really aid in my resolution to aid.
I'm not very comfortable with that thought still, so I havn't come to terms yet with the suffering of this world. I will miss her dearly if we was to dissapear from this existence...
If I can spare some money, I will send. I can go talking about rational concepts forever around this, but what I feel to be right, regardless of any paradoxes, is to help