A Fourth Choice

[omcasey]

The other thing that itches me, why do so many believe that they are a wanderer, yet worry about harvest?

Pickle,

I don't know.. who is doing this?

With me it is that I feel certain imperatives, in certain directions.. when I move in these directions I feel JOY, when I am missing the mark I begin having that feeling there is something deeply important I am forgetting. I begin receiving time constraint lessons from within. It can get to be excruciating. To the point of a sort of depression / serious bent on practice to the exclusion of all else. Until I catch the balance point, and ultimate wave, that begins moving me at an appropriate speed in a given direction. Falling off the balance point is almost not an option anymore. There is no more room for it. Departing without fulfilling my purpose [mission] is unacceptable. This is where my concern rests absolutely. The remainder.. the concepts / language I am here integrating is play. Communications, code, pattern, is the arena in which my being works.


Casey