05-09-2012, 11:18 AM
(05-08-2012, 02:43 PM)Gemini Wolf Wrote: At a level of spiritual purification, I found that I must turn my will over to God's. So I live now by God's will rather than my own. There is no other way to balance this substantial amount of light and love that I carry.
At the level I'm at now, things don't really test my patience anymore. The longer I have to wait for something, the more love that I feel. So I can wait around all day for things to happen if I need.
I chose probably one of the most difficult paths possible. Very rapid growth, but you're walking a razor's edge of love/light balance, until you can no longer balance and then hand it over to God. God provides wisdom. But I see him as God, rather than a balancer. I need God more than ever. More than anything.
I can relate to this Gemini....I start each day with these questions that I got from a Qu'o channeling. They resonated with me when I read them years ago and they still do. I wouldn't call it a prayer though...its more like asking for a little guidance for the coming day.
What is your will for me today?
How shall I serve?
What shall I experience?
And in what shall I rejoice?
Richard