Hi

[Danu]

Hi you all.

I was going to write a intellectual statement about who I am, and why I am here. Why I was here before, why I left, and apologize for it.

But I'm afraid.

I'm afraid of what social situations offer, of the high likelyhood that this forum will be full of people with psychopathic or STS oriented personalities.

So, I wanted to approach my return here from a point of view of a detached neutrality. To objectively state why I am here, and why I left.

But, that is not what I want, that is what I would do if I was afraid to be hurt. Which i have been for a very long time.

I am slowly learning not to be constantly afraid, to choose situations and forums, such as this place, and choose not to be afraid here.

So, I was here before, I left of my own will because I disagreed with the energy here. Now I am here again because the energy both in me, and in here, has altered significantly for my return to possible.

To put it in normal english:

Did some soulsearching, figured that bring4th is a good place to integrate into my new self on some level.

Thank you for sharing your story, and for coming back. I appreciate it.

All i can say for sure is that I am in a state of flux.

Aren't we all?