Hey gang, wanted to thank everyone for the nice comments and wish everyone a happy holiday! I have to admit now that this "universal love" has come over me my heart (again literally not figuratively) feels "ablaze" almost constantly. It's fascinating because in the past I would have assumed it was representative of a medical condition, but since I have a degree of control over it with my conscious mind I know it's something different. As a left-brained, skeptical engineer who used to think all spirituality was complete bunk, this is all just very ... strange.
Also I recently somewhat confirmed for myself, well as best as I can anyways, that I was previously 5th density and I think it has something to do with "Hamesh?" Not sure if that means anything to anyone here, but figured I'd float it out there.
Never heard the word before in my life until it was said to me in a dream (forcefully I might add, even told me to get up and then kept repeating it until I did). After doing a bit of research I found it represents a rather old tradition embodied by a pendant of a hand /w two thumbs that's supposed to symbolize the "Hand of God."
In the Arabic tradition it's called the Hamsa hand and literally means 5. Interestingly enough well before that dream I kept getting the distinct impression 5 was important. Particularly its usage in the golden ratio, (1 + sqrt(5) / 2), and similarly Torricelli's (a.k.a. Gabriel's) trumpet. As this occurred to me I kept thinking to myself, "5 represents wisdom" well before I knew anything about the LOO (as Ra notes in book 1, pg 160), chakras, or anything else mystical. I even developed a synesthetic feeling towards the number 5. So much so that now when I see 5 it occurs to me as deeply representative of blue-white where the white is a subtle tinge interacting with the blue. And what'a ya know the Hamsa hand pendants commonly uses blue beads or stones to adorn the pendant particularly for the eye in the center!
Another interesting fact according to this site, "There is good archaeological evidence to suggest that the downward-pointing protective hamesh / hamsa hand predates both Judaism and Islam and that it refers to an ancient Middle Eastern goddess whose hand (or vulva, in other images) wards off the evil eye."
Maybe I was a part of something called Hamesh? Either way of all the pendants I've looked at that represent this thing, this is the one that seems to call to me the most:
![[Image: !Be6N2h!BGk~%24(KGrHqIOKiIErysn2NJgBK+KMqLw+g~~_12.JPG]](http://i.ebayimg.com/04/!Be6N2h!BGk~%24(KGrHqIOKiIErysn2NJgBK+KMqLw+g~~_12.JPG)
I'd love it if someone else knew something more about this.
Anyways, happy holidays!
Also I recently somewhat confirmed for myself, well as best as I can anyways, that I was previously 5th density and I think it has something to do with "Hamesh?" Not sure if that means anything to anyone here, but figured I'd float it out there.
Never heard the word before in my life until it was said to me in a dream (forcefully I might add, even told me to get up and then kept repeating it until I did). After doing a bit of research I found it represents a rather old tradition embodied by a pendant of a hand /w two thumbs that's supposed to symbolize the "Hand of God."
In the Arabic tradition it's called the Hamsa hand and literally means 5. Interestingly enough well before that dream I kept getting the distinct impression 5 was important. Particularly its usage in the golden ratio, (1 + sqrt(5) / 2), and similarly Torricelli's (a.k.a. Gabriel's) trumpet. As this occurred to me I kept thinking to myself, "5 represents wisdom" well before I knew anything about the LOO (as Ra notes in book 1, pg 160), chakras, or anything else mystical. I even developed a synesthetic feeling towards the number 5. So much so that now when I see 5 it occurs to me as deeply representative of blue-white where the white is a subtle tinge interacting with the blue. And what'a ya know the Hamsa hand pendants commonly uses blue beads or stones to adorn the pendant particularly for the eye in the center!
Another interesting fact according to this site, "There is good archaeological evidence to suggest that the downward-pointing protective hamesh / hamsa hand predates both Judaism and Islam and that it refers to an ancient Middle Eastern goddess whose hand (or vulva, in other images) wards off the evil eye."
Maybe I was a part of something called Hamesh? Either way of all the pendants I've looked at that represent this thing, this is the one that seems to call to me the most:
I'd love it if someone else knew something more about this.
Anyways, happy holidays!