Did I just merge with Someone

[Lulu]

....so is what you/he are saying: that there is a chakra/energy center that we don't acknowledge in general, that creates guidance to heal old issues with your galactic family?

This center is missing in the Western system.

This is the whole session, if you would want to read it:

http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1218.aspx

ok I read it. It was an interesting and informative read. I think what puzzles me with most of the Law of One material is that there aren't any useful pointers for HOW to change anything. After reading info, I feel some clarity, sometimes, but overall I don't feel uplifted or that hopeful or on some new mission of how to proceed that will make my life any better. Actually, often the opposite is true. I read it, then have to try to gage, from previously learned experiences, what to do next.

For example, why STO would be a disaster in the workings for me, and why at the HEART of truth we should all be self-serving in it's purest form. Yet there is no explanation of what that REALLY is, or how to proceed. And that is just the "main" topic.

So... As "interesting" and "informative" as that was, I don't know WHAT to do to activate those whatever chakras that the easterners seem to have or at least conceive of. If anything it leaves me feeling a little lost and unsure as does much of the material "not good enough".
Lulu

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According to the Ra material, the orange center is the center of relationship between the self and the self, and the self and another self.

Some impressions I've received have to do with those in Egyptian times that purposefully destroyed their orange/second chakras to have more power, something about walking worlds and/or then what is perceived immortality while physical.

If we cannot perceive another self... what would that be like?

I personally am rather tired of living the Law of One, not by choice. I think it might be easier to feel joyful rather then feeling others and all that is all the time. Most people are not what I want to feel. I can see why someone might like to be free'd of something that seems to be overall, rather useless. Sorry for the (?) blasphemy...

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on a side note: What makes something Sacred??

For me it is something that is treated with the *greatest* respect ever. It was a gift, a service, from... well, maybe the One Infinite Creator? I dunno.

Probably for me it's because it's something new or rare to my experience. Would it still be considered sacred if it happened all the time?

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This is the whole session, if you would want to read it:

http://www.llresearch.org/transcripts/is..._1218.aspx

QUO: In many cases, entities will experience these energies as attacks. Perhaps they will feel that there is an entity that is attacking them from the outside, with some sort of overshadowing or attacking going on. Others have more sensitivity in discerning the source of such seeming attack and can pinpoint the energy as being within the system of the self. Whether these attacking energies are seen as part of the self or as coming from outside the self, fundamentally speaking, we may say that in our opinion they are part of the self in that all things are one and you as individual selves are actually tuning into the space and time that is articulated by the parameters of one particular kind of energy.

Therefore, that which seems very personal and very threatening in many cases is in actuality not a threat but simply that portion of self which has gone unnoticed and, therefore, undeveloped.

There is great virtue in being willing to spend time in that outer courtyard of the open heart and to see that as a separate chakra or energy center; to spend time with those sellers of doves for sacrifice to discover why your culture felt that sacrifice was necessary, and why certain elements or essences within your personality have been chosen to be sacrificed.
END QUO

See... like that -- so what should we do with the info? I know his message useful because then seekers will have a DESIRE for to uncover it. And then they will attract what is necessary for it.

For me, after the "shadow confrontation" there was more to do for the heart. And I'm sure there is forever more. Sometimes it seems the process itself has damaged my heart.

Anyways... firstly I had to ask for (have a desire) to have the humility to be wiling to feel any/all blocked emotions that had not yet been acknowledged.

There is a BIG difference between "understanding" why a shadow became a sacrifice in ones past societies and feeling the truth of the Heart. How the emotions really are in relation to the heart is the key.

Behind all the hearts damaged and blocked emotions is the feeling of being UNLOVED. So for me, later --after the shadow viewing and learning of acceptances and understandings. I then went through a time of ASKING how my Heart felt in regards to everything happening around me, and everything in the past.

Behind anger for example... there is deep inside another emotion of feeling unaccepted/unheard/unappreciated/uncared for: basically Unloved.

KNOWING that doesn't change it or help it (though the Wisdom is valuable it is only a one geared path of understanding).

One should ask to feel it's truth that was never acknowledged and then naturally clear it.

Lulu