very vivid dream last night. excerpt from the notes i wrote in my ipad immediately after waking up (with a few edits for grammar, writing on the ipad is a b****):
I dreamt of the day of harvest?
started off the night before kind of as a party...everyone was partying...for some reason i didnt realize how symbolic my decisions to hang out with certain ppl were that night and how evntho I hung out with my spiritually good souled friends at the beginning of the night, I hang out with other friends who are less spiritual, kind of through some powerplay / disagreement that represented my karmic pattern. but i agree to come back to my friends place before morning.
I get back to my friends place like 30 mins before dawn and I figure out he is in the city with a crowd awaiting the light of a new day.
I people gathered to see the dawn of a new day. I hurry through the crowds as i see dawn approaching but am just a few blocks away. then I saw the rays of the sun sweep across in front of me and I suddenly realize as i see the faces of joy that this was the harvest - and that spiritually in tune people knew it. as the sunlight swept in front of me to where my best friend from when i was 5 yrs old, david (a truly good soul) was, I heard him say in my mind with pure joy "it's coming"
when the rays hit me, I wake up in a dungeon/cave of some sort. I know there is powerfully entity that wants to find me - overlord of some sort who is in control. he wants to place me in a new world. of similar vibration to earth. as I run in the darkness I tell myself that I don't want to experience the hell that is earth. then the overlord warmly speaks in my mind and reassures me. I go to sleep I wake up in my dream the next day and remember everything up to the point sun rays hit me - I don't remember the overlord part in the dream. Thing seems the same but things feel different. no one remembers anything special from the day before. all the people around me are the same, but i notice the ones that I am close to - david, are similar but different. It feels like thier soul has moved on and in thier place is a similar but ultimately different soul.
I ask my friends - david what they felt during the harvest. they just laugh and say nothing happened. but I keep asking my friends. then somone appears, a spirit guide type person appears and tells me that since I was extremely close to being harvested I can be told and that I remember most of the experience. he said yes some of my friends had been harvested - the best way to tell if they had a different soul is if they act differently over time but the easiest was to note a dramatic shift on thier spiritual ideas. he told me tht david had indeed been harvested. I felt a deep sense of loss. I asked about other friends. he wouldn't tell me. he told me to stop publiclly asking around about the harvest b/c the earthly powers who knew about would reprogram me.
I then remember deep sadness. loss. but I theorize that their must be others like me. I notice that I can see miracles as miracles, not just chance. I see reality to realign itself to allow a boy to live after falling off a five story building. time stops when hes 5 feet from the ground. invisible hands orient him differently. he lands and is barely bruised. 12 yr old kid. I talk to him. he talks about the harvest and how he just missed it too. he talks a little about the evil institutions of the world and not to trust them - just like the institutions of tne last world. he shares my deep sadness of the harvest.
I wakeup in real life. with proud sadness.
I dreamt of the day of harvest?
started off the night before kind of as a party...everyone was partying...for some reason i didnt realize how symbolic my decisions to hang out with certain ppl were that night and how evntho I hung out with my spiritually good souled friends at the beginning of the night, I hang out with other friends who are less spiritual, kind of through some powerplay / disagreement that represented my karmic pattern. but i agree to come back to my friends place before morning.
I get back to my friends place like 30 mins before dawn and I figure out he is in the city with a crowd awaiting the light of a new day.
I people gathered to see the dawn of a new day. I hurry through the crowds as i see dawn approaching but am just a few blocks away. then I saw the rays of the sun sweep across in front of me and I suddenly realize as i see the faces of joy that this was the harvest - and that spiritually in tune people knew it. as the sunlight swept in front of me to where my best friend from when i was 5 yrs old, david (a truly good soul) was, I heard him say in my mind with pure joy "it's coming"
when the rays hit me, I wake up in a dungeon/cave of some sort. I know there is powerfully entity that wants to find me - overlord of some sort who is in control. he wants to place me in a new world. of similar vibration to earth. as I run in the darkness I tell myself that I don't want to experience the hell that is earth. then the overlord warmly speaks in my mind and reassures me. I go to sleep I wake up in my dream the next day and remember everything up to the point sun rays hit me - I don't remember the overlord part in the dream. Thing seems the same but things feel different. no one remembers anything special from the day before. all the people around me are the same, but i notice the ones that I am close to - david, are similar but different. It feels like thier soul has moved on and in thier place is a similar but ultimately different soul.
I ask my friends - david what they felt during the harvest. they just laugh and say nothing happened. but I keep asking my friends. then somone appears, a spirit guide type person appears and tells me that since I was extremely close to being harvested I can be told and that I remember most of the experience. he said yes some of my friends had been harvested - the best way to tell if they had a different soul is if they act differently over time but the easiest was to note a dramatic shift on thier spiritual ideas. he told me tht david had indeed been harvested. I felt a deep sense of loss. I asked about other friends. he wouldn't tell me. he told me to stop publiclly asking around about the harvest b/c the earthly powers who knew about would reprogram me.
I then remember deep sadness. loss. but I theorize that their must be others like me. I notice that I can see miracles as miracles, not just chance. I see reality to realign itself to allow a boy to live after falling off a five story building. time stops when hes 5 feet from the ground. invisible hands orient him differently. he lands and is barely bruised. 12 yr old kid. I talk to him. he talks about the harvest and how he just missed it too. he talks a little about the evil institutions of the world and not to trust them - just like the institutions of tne last world. he shares my deep sadness of the harvest.
I wakeup in real life. with proud sadness.