Life is so weird..

[Lycen]

Thank you Ruth that means a lot to me.

I heard my mother talk to my sister on the phone at work. I could tell by actually hearing and by her voice and and movements that. My sister was attacking her verbally because of me (I don't have a job, mother needs money). She reacted by hiding it and moving away from me, as not to hurt me.
That moved me very profoundly she understood something and showed understanding. So it seemed to me. Knowing that depleted me of energy and my mind went blank. While walking home I reflected on my life. And now here I am.