Greetings from the Dark

[Lulu]

When there is intention of service to self, it is because fear is present; and greed, needing, and grasping. The distinction, then, becomes intention to serve fear and the solidified self that grows out of fear, versus the intention to serve love and the deep connection that grows out of love."

RonAl that is a brilliant Ra explanation, thank you! I like the entire section, and I wholeheartedly agree with each and every word of it.
Lulu

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Lulu,

All serve the Creator in their own way. Light is defined by darkness, without one the other cannot exist.

-Zaxon

Do you understand your own motive yet?

As you are duped into believing you are serving a Creator you ironically give away your own sovereignty in your fear of not being in control.

The ONE word that describes what I have felt from you and what to you "safely" makes ONENESS is indeed, Enslavement.

Why would your motive be Enslavement? I do feel you at your deepest level where you cannot feel.

Your fear is your own Enslavement, of which you are Enslaved of the "creator" that you wish to believe in. This Creator is a low part of the god-construct universe that is losing it's grip. You can still play around with Yahweh and Satan and all the ones in between. Your emotional injuries can be so great that you can be hooked into being an ANGEL for Yahweh or a LORD for Satan (...Dominus) or you can move right on past them both. They both have much to "offer" in past ideals, and they both are convincing that there is nothing beyond them.

There are those who will Do anything to maintain Control over themselves and their own passions of Love including being Controlled by other Creator Entities in exchange for the feeling of Power ("I am in control!"). It's a false truth and cowardly. You WILL have to deal with your Whole self sometime, like it or not. Both Negative and Positive hold at the Gate. You won't get past it and your fortune will never be what you hope, you will always be left Empty in your desires no matter how great success you achieve. You will become ugly and hideous, dark and decayed like the others. The light that is portrayed is but manufactured. The Gold that you chase will never be found because it is in your own Alchemical nature and aura that your Soul Desires for it to be.

Lulu