12-15-2009, 07:23 PM
You are correct Lorna, Russia did not specifically state that this was their rocket, they just stated they tested a rocket in the white sea at that time which failed at it's third stage. I think they knew that lying was pointless. The coordinates for the launch are fed into the civilian aviation system. To avoid unfortunate accidents between private planes and military missiles. So sooner or later people would discover this anyway. I could show you how this exactly agrees with the photographs taken from Norway.
"Perhaps circumstances don't matter.. instead, only state of being matters"
Ayadew, the being you've been listening to also has a thing for playing with synchronicities. The previous time I heard this quote it helped me a great deal.
Regarding your question. I think the excursion was meaningful to me. But my friend asked me the exact same thing and surprised me too. I don't have a precise answer. But it's important to me to understand things. This is an addiction, it is often not only not required it has some severe drawbacks... But it is me. And while I don't think I want to change it. I do take note of your cautious and diplomatic reminder. The reminder is meaningful to me also. I am reminded of how in my childhood, I felt that intelligence was rewarded with love, academic achievement equals value. Which is of course a silly idea that won't make us happy people in the long run. In the end our attitude towards these events is much more important than circumstances or the meaning we give to it.
My life hasn't changed one iota, yet I feel great about myself for figuring this out... And that's a bit odd. Pride and embarrassment are the same emotion right? I seem to be experiencing them both now...
Intelligence is a great quality, but in the end it's not the most important one. I'll probably enjoy it in the future but I need to re-evaluate its position to me personally.
You missed a career as therapist dude. I think you just hit the nail on the head. And looked right through me. AND communicated all of this in only two sentences. I need to think about this. No wait...
I mean I need to feel about this for a while. 
Thanks for your service.
"Perhaps circumstances don't matter.. instead, only state of being matters"
Ayadew, the being you've been listening to also has a thing for playing with synchronicities. The previous time I heard this quote it helped me a great deal.
Regarding your question. I think the excursion was meaningful to me. But my friend asked me the exact same thing and surprised me too. I don't have a precise answer. But it's important to me to understand things. This is an addiction, it is often not only not required it has some severe drawbacks... But it is me. And while I don't think I want to change it. I do take note of your cautious and diplomatic reminder. The reminder is meaningful to me also. I am reminded of how in my childhood, I felt that intelligence was rewarded with love, academic achievement equals value. Which is of course a silly idea that won't make us happy people in the long run. In the end our attitude towards these events is much more important than circumstances or the meaning we give to it.
My life hasn't changed one iota, yet I feel great about myself for figuring this out... And that's a bit odd. Pride and embarrassment are the same emotion right? I seem to be experiencing them both now...
Intelligence is a great quality, but in the end it's not the most important one. I'll probably enjoy it in the future but I need to re-evaluate its position to me personally.
You missed a career as therapist dude. I think you just hit the nail on the head. And looked right through me. AND communicated all of this in only two sentences. I need to think about this. No wait...
I mean I need to feel about this for a while. Thanks for your service.