Are we stuck here?

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I've been definitely feeling dense energies in my heart chakra. But they don't feel all lovey/dovey. They tend to cause me a bit of anxiety.

And yeah, back in October the flow of energy became too much for me causing a mental breakdown.

I think we have to deal as much with our darkness now as our light. That's been what I've dealt with.

WHOA! I totally feel you on this. I have an anxiety related to a very physical feeling I get in my solar plexus. Crazy!

... I think I'm scared of people. I don't want to socialize and I feel like I forgot how. I'm pretty sure it is related to my involvement in fringe knowledge. I was high for a while after awakening but since then I've just been hangin with my shadow buddy. He's a close friend