Hello to All,
I first wish to extend my apologies if this thread is mundane. I am very much in need of guidance/assistance with some issues, and I'm not quite sure how/where to post them, and still learning the protocols. Quick info about me 1st:
I have awakened to both the Eternal and Loving Creator AND the LOO about a month ago. I stumbled upon these workings while doing NWO research (which I awoke to over a year ago). Also, I was athiest for decades. I am currently up to Chapter 9 in the Wanderer's Handbook. It is difficult for me to absorb much info for a few reasons. Firstly, my physical condition is quite faded and long-term (had a heat stroke and a heart attack, so my brain is not quite up to par). Secondly, I am now being dilligently bombarded with past lives issues (2 so far), one of which was confirmed by a Paranormal Researcher/UFOlogist from BUFON. The other is presumably during Ancient Egyptian times. I have tried exhaustively over the years to contact my spirit guide with no success. I am still unable to even invoke my root chakra as I feel I am heavily blocked and distracted. In retrospect I should have known that I was a wanderer as the profile fits me to a T, and explains my extended isolations and instincts that I am here 'to fulfill a greater purpose'. I have also had little use for material posession.
Lately, there has been so much activity in my head that I usually have varying degrees of headache. If anyone can offer me advice/guidance it would be blissfully appreciated. On a side note, I am pretty much penniless so buying books, CDs, courses, and office visits are not an option
Again, my apoligies if anything is detrimental. My intentions are motivated by my quest for truth and understanding.
My Blessings to all
On another side note, I have realized that my most recent past life must have been really bad, looking back on all that bad karma I get inundated with. I don't mean to dump so much into 1 thread, but I really really need some insight.
I first wish to extend my apologies if this thread is mundane. I am very much in need of guidance/assistance with some issues, and I'm not quite sure how/where to post them, and still learning the protocols. Quick info about me 1st:
I have awakened to both the Eternal and Loving Creator AND the LOO about a month ago. I stumbled upon these workings while doing NWO research (which I awoke to over a year ago). Also, I was athiest for decades. I am currently up to Chapter 9 in the Wanderer's Handbook. It is difficult for me to absorb much info for a few reasons. Firstly, my physical condition is quite faded and long-term (had a heat stroke and a heart attack, so my brain is not quite up to par). Secondly, I am now being dilligently bombarded with past lives issues (2 so far), one of which was confirmed by a Paranormal Researcher/UFOlogist from BUFON. The other is presumably during Ancient Egyptian times. I have tried exhaustively over the years to contact my spirit guide with no success. I am still unable to even invoke my root chakra as I feel I am heavily blocked and distracted. In retrospect I should have known that I was a wanderer as the profile fits me to a T, and explains my extended isolations and instincts that I am here 'to fulfill a greater purpose'. I have also had little use for material posession.
Lately, there has been so much activity in my head that I usually have varying degrees of headache. If anyone can offer me advice/guidance it would be blissfully appreciated. On a side note, I am pretty much penniless so buying books, CDs, courses, and office visits are not an option
Again, my apoligies if anything is detrimental. My intentions are motivated by my quest for truth and understanding.
My Blessings to all
On another side note, I have realized that my most recent past life must have been really bad, looking back on all that bad karma I get inundated with. I don't mean to dump so much into 1 thread, but I really really need some insight.