03-28-2012, 02:23 AM
(03-28-2012, 02:09 AM)Ankh Wrote:(03-27-2012, 06:14 PM)Tenet Nosce Wrote: In my humble opinion, there is no need to "defend" Ra from their own words, as no "attack" upon them was made.
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And in all honesty, how many of us have not dreamt or screamed: "Oh, c'mooon already! For how long has this drama need to continue?! Can't Confederation just land already and put a stop to this, so we can all go on with our lives and live happily ever after??" I sure did, as I find this situation a bit frustrating and *unnecessary* from time to time. (And I sure dream to have Ra's sunny asses beamed into my place to start serious teach/learnings in the physical, instead of dreams and visions. But so far no luck. )
This has been a huge catalyst for me, especially over the last 2 months. I feel like I'am on the verge of letting go feeling like this entirely.
The bitterness that the frustration of waiting for other-selves to wake brings has been intense. I realized or am in the process of fully realizing that the only reason I'am here is because I want to be here. I'am foolishly brave so diving head first into such a challenge as this 3d experience fits what I have learnt about myself in this life so far.
It's like I get excited by challenges now instead of treating them as annoying steps towards escape. This is fun for us. Service to others is our motivation. So now I say bring it on, this is what I do, I was made for this. Time to fight fire with fire my friends.