03-25-2012, 01:34 PM
(03-25-2012, 01:41 AM)Conifer16 Wrote: I haven't been around much lately and haven't made a thread in a while. This is directed specifically at the restlessness on this forum and all the un needed tension.
I'm not sure there are any humans who are immune to this foible. I think you may find this out as you put yourself "out there." Unless you have no hidden triggers.
(03-25-2012, 01:41 AM)Conifer16 Wrote: Only problem that usually happens is that we create opposition and obstacles that make it harder. Some examples is in fighting in groups that are supposed to be meant for light and free exspression because Some people want to be right or superior and forget to live through love and joy And not caring about perceived slights or the need to be right. In my life this has been so very evident.
Catalyst is how we grow. Embracing it is probably a wise move. I personally don't know anyone who is so advanced that they are able to deal with all situations with "love and light." So, a little forgiveness of our struggles might be in order; while holding each other accountable in a forum such as this (where the focus is growth) seems acceptable.
(03-25-2012, 01:41 AM)Conifer16 Wrote: Monkeys side Monica's side and neutral. It made me sad because it was unnecessary.
To see "sides" is your interpretation only. It also may have been necessary, for each individual involved, for different reasons. I think you may find that wherever you go, any spiritual group, there will be these challenges. There is no perfect, enlightened place to be here in 3D that I know of . . . yet.
(03-25-2012, 01:41 AM)Conifer16 Wrote: Next year I will be 18 and my family is moving but I want to stay here. So I will be on my own right after being an adult. With very little preparation time. I have however already been offered housing by strangers that I trust who heard of my plight and I have so many friends that I have an incredible safety net.
Enjoy! Have fun!
I was on my own at 18 and I loved it beyond words. It was such a feeling of freedom.