12-12-2009, 11:34 AM
Hi, creationist! I can only offer you a humble welcome from someone who's been posting here for only 12 days. 
You have definitely found the path and started walking it. I see a lot of my own experiences in yours... learning to watch the thoughts/emotions/feelings, rising above ego, wanting to share with others, then finally learning to plunge back into the negative with your positive polarity...
For a couple months while pathwalking, I was learning the balance and flow of yin and yang. During this time, I would see some cause and identify the effect, see some action and identify the reaction, or visa versa. I would have inspirational thoughts like "Living things (yang) act, nonliving things (yin) are acted upon." and "The (yang) action leads to the (yin) state." I began to see "waves" in the function of the world. For example in the changing of the seasons, I was more aware of the flow from one extreme to dip into the other, come back out towards the first extreme, then back for more than a dip to the opposite extreme. I saw/still see this mostly in the weather and human and animal behavior. The reason why I say this is because I think it relates to your post in that you were deep in the negative extreme, then jumped for a dip into positive, only to crest and slide back into negative, then to rise and remain for a while (where you are now) in the positive extreme. I enjoy my awakened state knowing that it's not permanent. More negativity must come and inevitably change me with it in order for me to maintain balance.
Sorry for the long winded post... sometimes I wish I could articulate ideas better!
Thank you.
You have definitely found the path and started walking it. I see a lot of my own experiences in yours... learning to watch the thoughts/emotions/feelings, rising above ego, wanting to share with others, then finally learning to plunge back into the negative with your positive polarity...
For a couple months while pathwalking, I was learning the balance and flow of yin and yang. During this time, I would see some cause and identify the effect, see some action and identify the reaction, or visa versa. I would have inspirational thoughts like "Living things (yang) act, nonliving things (yin) are acted upon." and "The (yang) action leads to the (yin) state." I began to see "waves" in the function of the world. For example in the changing of the seasons, I was more aware of the flow from one extreme to dip into the other, come back out towards the first extreme, then back for more than a dip to the opposite extreme. I saw/still see this mostly in the weather and human and animal behavior. The reason why I say this is because I think it relates to your post in that you were deep in the negative extreme, then jumped for a dip into positive, only to crest and slide back into negative, then to rise and remain for a while (where you are now) in the positive extreme. I enjoy my awakened state knowing that it's not permanent. More negativity must come and inevitably change me with it in order for me to maintain balance.
Sorry for the long winded post... sometimes I wish I could articulate ideas better!
Thank you.